My stories

2009-10-21T09:19:00.002+08:00

Im feeling down now...

i donno why i feels diz way...

i miss all those day....the tyme i just noe him..

but now seem to be change..i donno y...

y people cant accept me seadanye...cant understand me...cant understand wat i want...

he seem like putting blame on me....he ask me to change...die suruh aku berubah...

berubah dengan perangai aku yang suke diam kan diri wen i have a problem...

aku ade problem kadang2 becoz of him but i juz kept quiet n keep to myself coz i dont want to hurt him...

die buat aku sakit hati, aku diam...sbab, aku tak nk die pulak yang sakit hati, kecik ati...

to me is better im kept quiet den i burst it out...

aku malas nk bertekak...im tired!!!

Bile aku diam, he start to say "i taknk gadoh ngn u"...tak nk gadoh??
sape pulak yang nk gadoh....aku diam je pon salah? nk gadoh?

die tak penah nk paham aku...he cant really understand me...tapi bile aku cakap die tak paham aku...die tak terima...

so ape lagi aku ley buat..diam je la yang aku mampu..

Semalam yang betul2 buat aku sedey n kecewe
die mati2 suruh aku berubah...n he say "i tak suke ngn perangai u! i nk u berubah"

die cakap mcm 2....mcm perangai aku ni buruk sangat...mcm aku ni kaki jantan,kaki club etc...

and i can feels dat he will be giving up on me...
haiz..
i juz can pray wat its good for me....ape2 yang akan berlaku..aku hanya pasrah saje...haiz

2009-10-06T19:54:00.011+08:00

THE WEDDING DAY!!!!
031009!!!

raya2 2009

2009-09-28T20:12:00.011+08:00

On 26 September 2009
Kunjung mengunjung....hehe!!

2009-09-21T14:39:00.012+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!!!!
Zana ingin menyusun 20 jari jemari
Meminta ampun dan maaf...
sekiranye ada salah silap harap dimaafkan....hehe

Hari raye Pertama...20september2009
Lets the pix do the talk....huhu!!!

having a fun moment

2009-09-18T11:40:00.002+08:00

Hey huhu!! sori the late updating my blog lol..

been busy n busy nowdays...busy for the preparation for Hari raya...hehe

btw i have done my hair...tapi tak sempat nk upload gambar dei!

For the whole 1 month many things has happen...

i will update soon..but now i juz want to talk about yesterday scene...

CHEH2!! mcm belakon la pulak ade scene2...haha!!

WAT EVER!

Before yesterday, my uncle has plan to go karaoke...!!!haha!!

at first i feel lyke lazy to go..becoz he want to meet us at 10pm..mangkok!

aku da la nk keje pagi den i have to relief toa payoh....aiyaa..

so My uncle Sham decided to mit at 8.30pm....

After my break fasting, i go out,mit My cuzzin, faezah at payar lebar MRT station
den we walk to grandlink the place that i use to go...huhu!!ape lagi KARAOKE!!

while walking, uncle Sham called faezah, he said he have reached the place...

hahahaha!! sampai je kat sane, the first question from him..
"ni tempat die??"
"Bnyak ey mat rep??"

YEAH of coz tempat buget sini je la kan...hehe

den wait for awhile.. wait for Abg Yus and tunangnye...

so we go in around 9.15pm...uncle booked for 3hrs...fuuuyyyooohh!!
tkpe die belanje...tempat murah je...

kite melalak lah sampai 3jam...tapi nyanyi setgh2, main2 je haha!! keke gilernye...kecoh!
Tapi fun la layan kan dorg...diz is our first tyme go out wif them n my brader....

Around 11.45pm my brader come n join us...becoz he from his work place..

nasib baik abg aku datang.... ade transport aku nk balik..hehe!!

And wat the SHOCK!!

for my first tyme aku dgr abg ku nyanyi....hahahahaa!!! no comment! keke gilernye...

macam2 style dorg nyanyi..haha!! yang 1 mcm nk mengaji, yg 1 mcm lenggok india, yang 1 macam nk meneran..haha!!

We end at 12.15pm...n home sweet home...

my uncle send my cuzzin, my abg sedare send his tunang, n i went home wif my brader...
org ingat kite ni couple2..padahal family..haha!!

wen i reached my void deck, nk turun motor...

Aku jatoh beb! terduduk!! alamak asyik jatoh aku naik motor abg aku..haha!!
da kene marah kan..haha!!

Alah ape aku heran, yang penting aku da sampai umah..
is tyme 2 SLEEP LOL!! haha but before dat i need to called my boifie!!hehe...
Sblom tdo nk kene dgr suare die dulu..haha!! maklum la die kan story teller...hehe opppss! sori darling!

LUVE U DARLINNG!!!!

2009-09-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

Problem is all around me.... i cant run away from all diz...haiz

nobody will noe how i feel...

people can see im happy, im laughing...but they dont noe how sad i feel inside...

the person who really noe how i feel...how deep i kept inside..but she still can find out....

But wat ever it is diz is life...every moves may have a problem..

no special in life...

im confused wif my life now...

dont noe which path shud i go..which 1 is good n which 1 is bad..

im afraid dat i had choose the wrong path..

Walau macam mane pun

Kehidupan harus diteruskan...

ini lah ujian bagiku..

haiz...

All my gerls frens has made their own moves...

busy wif their life...

i juz miss the days that we alwayz "lepak" together our laugh n jokes..

2009-08-27T13:10:00.001+08:00

Things change very fast...

And i donno wat wud happen in the future....haiz....

2009-08-25T13:29:00.002+08:00

Today im damn really bad mood!!!!!!

i donno hw to say it out!!!!!

EEEEERRRRRRHHHHH!!!!

2009-08-24T13:06:00.002+08:00

helo!!! huhu!! im so sori for not updating my blog....

im quite a busywoman nowdays...

werking for the whole day...and tired!!

so takde mase nk tgk computer....haha!!

today is our third day of ramadhan...going good so far...alhamdulilah.!

but im really miss my beloved sey...haiz...for 1week we not met and still have to wait another
2 more weeks..aiyaa!! sedey sey...

but wat to do, sabar je la..hehe...

1 more things i would lyke to share wif all of u...

haha!! last weekends, my beloveds band group, lagu dorg kat radio sey...PPITTWWWIIEE!!
radio ria 89.7fm, brader BO program "station lain takda hah"hehe

Congratulation to "SCAPHOIDS!" although i juz know diz group and i really dont like the metal concept..but after i heard their song some parts of the song i like it..hehe...wat ever it is i will support the band.. and most importantly is my BELOVED RIZAL!!!huhu!!

Last but not least i cant really wait for my pay day!!

banyak bende nk kene spend..

1)ketepikan duit raye
2)shopping bende raye
3)do my hair
4) and ade lagi lom dipikirkan...hehe

2009-08-14T22:15:00.007+08:00

Lets the pics do the talk.....

the day on 9 August 2009..HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!44th

2009-08-13T19:38:00.005+08:00

WEEEEEEEE!!!!! hey!!! hellooo!!

Sorry for not updating my blog...

been busy....busy....busy and.....busy!!! haiz

My life now so far very good...sometyme down sometyme up...

Im happy been wif my bofie...MD RIZAL!!!hehe

WAIT!!!

haha!! today is our 2nd month aniversary!!!!!

TO MY HUBBY RIZAL:

Sayang, happy 2nd month aniversary..hope our relationship will last forever

susah senang kite bersame...i harap tiada halangan in our relationship

Last but not least..my love for u is come deep from my heart....love u syg!!!

2009-08-06T14:54:00.002+08:00

Haiz..im feeling down today...

yesterday im make my beloved feels hurt again....

i dont really mean it....

i noe, i alwayz say sori but at the end i do it again...

aku betol2 tak sengaje.. nak buat macam ni...

i noe he angry with me...

diz morning i called him...

he said " nasi da jad bubur, cakap pon tak gune....u noe it"

When i heard dat, i feel dat 1day he will fedup wif me....haiz....

becoz of dat i feel down....

i really dont want datz to be happen...

To my hubby RIZAL : im really sori...i tak tau brape banyak kali i da ckp sori tapi i tetap buat silap yang same..i try not to do it again but i tak sengaje....haiz, i tak tau la...if u feel fedup wif me...ya, i understand......i juz can said sori....i luve u very much.....

2009-08-01T21:34:00.014+08:00

HEY!!! im juz back from my cuzzin wedding....

Have a great n fun day today!!

gather wif my crazy cuzzin..haha!! laugh non stop!! huhu!!

my cuzzin get married a "mat salleh" guy...happy for her....

WOW!!u noe wat?? my family is a international family...wat people say...india ade, cina ade, "mat salleh" ade...

Tapi yang happening nye, bile pengantin lelaki nk bertandang ke rumah pengantin pompan
yang ikot berarak is all my cuzzin..haha takde org lain...juz acting like we dont noe each other..
haha!!!

so syukur, all move smoothly..

TO my sis cuzzin: KAK INTAN, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!!

OK! lets the pics talk more about today.....And see how crazy we are!!! hehe!!

2009-07-29T17:48:00.002+08:00

Wei WEi WEi!!!!!! hehe

here to update my blog...

lets talk about yesterday....hehe!! 250709

Yesterday, after i werk, i rush back home to mit my beloved @ 6pm @ woodlands...

My beloved been sick nowsday....so pitty him..haiz.... he on mc for 3days from on Monday...

So he want to meet yesterday, so i mit him..hehe spent tyme wif him...

tapi kebetulan Hanis, my besties, she was werking yesterday @ starbucks woodlands civic centre..

she called me and asked me n my beloved to meet her after she know im around there, lepak jap...

hehe!! dapat air FREEE!!!! hehe TANKIU HANIS for the two drinks...hee

so lepak jap ngn dorang den go home...!! HOME SWEET HOME!!!

TO My beloved: Baby boi, i hope u get well....
im feels sad wen i see u on diz condition...
and i love u very the much sayang!!! i need u always n
forever!!!....

2009-07-27T21:37:00.007+08:00

OOPPPPSSSSS!!! sori guyz!!! very long never updating my blog..busy pegi dating la!!! haha!!

NO LA!!! busy werking n no tyme n tired!!! aiyaaa...

my life, as usual..no much interesting....but i juz cut short.... tell about last saturday n sunday...

On 25JULY2009, meeting my beloved after werk....he not werking....hm not fair!!!haha!!

spent tyme wif him becoz we only get to meet 1week once...rindu tau!!!...hehe! actually on dat day i have to go my cuzzin bdae party but aku buih...hehe tapi takpe aku da belikan nadia natelinie putri hadiah tau!! hehe....

OK!! datz all....

Den the next day, i go out wif my werk frenz!!....haha!! nana and mama juriyah...having fun outing wif them...tak kering gusi...asyik ketawe je...haha

Lets the pics do the talk....heee!!

2009-07-15T17:37:00.007+08:00

Well well well...hehe! sori not updating my blog...been buzy diz fewdays no tyme to blog...haha!!

but before i start, i want to wish myself n my beloved..."HAPPY 1MONTH ANIVERSARY" on the 13thJULY09

Wish our relationship stay long n we stay happy wif each other...huhu!!
BABY I LOVE U!!!! hehe!!!

on that day jugak, i mit him!!! hippy!! happy sey...lepas rinduu ku pada mu...haha!!

ok! 2 cerita pasal 130709

skrg aku nk ceritakan pasal hari 140709

my bestie faizah, big day!!

im happy for her...hope everything will get better..

and sad, coz we cant hangout together like last tyme....haiz...

To Faizah: "selamat pengantin baru, semoga bahagia n happy2 selalu"

Da kahwin kawan aku ni...hehe next will be who??

Nampak2 next will be hanis!!haha

2009-07-07T20:01:00.002+08:00

Life are very complicated...

Alots of question that not been answer n we have to find out ourselves...

banyak cabaran dan ujian yang harus kita tempuhi...

kita hanya mesti cekal dan kuat untuk lalui itu semua..

i really confused wif my life now...

wats gonna be in my future...

whether i still have to werk at that place all my life or i have to find other jobs...

i want to continue my studies but i also need to earn some money for my studies and to help my family...

aku tak nak susah kan ibu and ayah...

biarlah semua ni aku tanggung sendiri...

i juz make a target by next year maybe my money is enough for my studies....haiz...

insyaalllah la..

2009-07-06T19:23:00.002+08:00

haaallloo..haaalllooo...hehe

boring day today...im werk alone at the counter...biaser jgk mcm nak giler...

nak cite pasal makcik ni pon malas..buat sakit hati jek...so forget it!!! hope dont ever she come again!! SLAMAT AR!!

kurang ajar sak aku....haha!! wat ever!!

sorang 1 problem

the 2nd problem....aduh!!! kaki aku buat hal dari smlm...jalan tempang2

da jad minah "tempang" haha!! sakit tau...but i donno wat is the problem...aiyaa!

yesterday go shopping wif niza...after dat go n visit edy at NUH..wah sikitnye jauh!!...

tapi takpe adek sedarenye pasal...die accident..alamak dek!!

kesian tgk die....

lau tak niari lepas keje thought of visit him again....but so far n my mum said the ward now very strict coz theres are suspected case H1N1..in the ward...aiyaaa leceh sey..

baru nk celebrate bdae edy

tap takpe to edy:
"akak nurul wish happy birthday!! hope u get well soon k..bole kite main bola same2" kwang3
hahaha!!!!

2009-07-05T11:10:00.004+08:00

weeeeeee!!! the day dat i waiting 4..has come..!!!huhu

mit my beloved yesterday...

spend tyme wif him at esplanet..

tgk bunga api...haha!!

my happy day yesterday!!..huhu!!

SAYANG I LOVE U!!!!

2009-07-03T18:20:00.002+08:00

Hellloooooo!!! sory few day never blog... been buzy n no mood 2 blog..haha!!

Life going good so far..hapi wif my beloved

cant wait to meet him tomorrrow!!!huhu!!

I MISS HIMM VERY THE MUCH!!!huhu!!

haiz i doonno wat oi say lagi...

so till here je la ye...

hahaha

i nk chiow!!!

2009-06-30T19:55:00.002+08:00

After werk mit niza...long tyme never met

ape angin ntah die mengidam roti prata..so i have to teman her makan...haha

sambil makan sambil talk2...

SSSSAAAAAPPP!!! she back wif her ex...im happy for her...penantian die tak sia-sia

GIVE HER A CLAPP!!!! pak!!

so toleh kiri toleh kanan...

all 4 of us are ATTACHED!!!huhu!!

Haiz tapi yang boringnye semua busy....sedey...!!

tapi yang penting...

I MISS MY BOIFIE!!!!

DEAR WEN CAN WE MIT!!!

aiyaa must wait another 3dayz....huhu!!

countdown...haha!!

2009-06-29T18:27:00.009+08:00

OLD old picak!!hehe nikmati la gambar2 ku ni ye...

Nonthing to blog, so i blog diz...share wif all of u...weeeeee!!

Diz is my only brader!!
"yang mana harus ku pilih??" hehe

Yesh class JIWE!! 5A3

Kenangan di BANQUET

Bersama belakon hanyut...ngn kite2 hanyut...haha

together since sec 1a1

the ladiz

2009-06-28T13:54:00.002+08:00

WWWWEEEEEEIIIII!!!!!!hahaha!!

Is tyme for me to blog!!! hehe

3 days never blog....been busy diz fewdays...hehe..

first 2dayz buzy wif shopping..for preparation to go dinner n dance...

the 3rd day...haha ape lagi..the day!! the nite of star!!! haha!! mcm phm!!

makanan tak sedap!!!!!!!! aiyyaa!!

yesterday wen i go there, i pray hard..jangan la ternampak budak tagged...

skali aku datang dia kat depan mate...ALAMAK!!! ley bebual lagi ngn bapak aku n abang aku...

aku perasan, he keep looking at me.. but i juz buat muke selambe sotong...haha!!ape heran!haha!

kat dalam pulak, meja kite sebelah2...aiyaaa!! tap takpe sebelah je pe...bukan 1 meja...haha!!

wat ever it is the day have past....haiz....so so so TIRED!!!

and the last thing i want to say

I MISSSSS MY BELOVED!!!!!

must wait until next week! so poor thing!!

hahaha!!

k la bye!!

2009-06-24T18:30:00.002+08:00

Haiz..today my mood is down...donno y??...

tired wif my work!!

tad aku sorang kat counter...macam nk giler....tapi nasib baik tak giler...lagi sikit je..!

abeh aku nk amek leave tak dapat..

ooohhhhh....kalau bangsa die mintak cuti..senang je dapat..last minit pon takpe..

2 buat aku takde mood!!! tad mintak cuti, nk bnyak tanye pulak...KEPALE OTAK DIE LAR!!!!

Suke hati aku la....EEERRRRGGGHHHH!!!!! SHIT!!!!

haiz......

ape nk jad la...sampai biler aku ley tahan keje ni pon aku tak tau....haiz....hmm

K lar no mood nk cite bnyak2...

k bye!!!!

2009-06-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

SSSSAAAAPPPPP!!!!! haiz penat la...hahaha!! BORING!!!!

donno wat to do....everyday is the same...

i miss my frenz!!! haiz semua busy ngn hal masing2...

i miss the microphone!!! i want to sing!!! go cash studio!!! NIZA!! where are u?? senyap je kau!!!

aiyaa!!

tapi yang penting, I MISS MY BOIFIE!!!!!! huhu!!!

2009-06-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Walauwei!!!!! DAMN TIRED!!!

IM GOING TO BE MAD!!!!

juz come back from werk....and now wat tyme???

12hours werking....12hours to attend the patients...but some are irritating!! EERRRRRHHHGGG!!!

yang penting aku skrg dah penat!!!

haha!!

CHIOW LA!!

2009-06-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...today schedule....i go picnic @ east coast park...haiz kinda boring!!!

becoz all my crazy cuzzin not joining us....except my cuzzin, nana...

i went there juz for awhile...

den decided to go back to my grandma house..

nasib baik la dekat umah nenek aku...haha!!

pas2 duduk kejap den balik...hehe

nothing much for today....sunday kinda BORING!!

SHIT!!! tomorrow im werking n also have to werk @ the stupid nite clinic @ jurong!!! aiyaa!!

2009-06-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

Juz come back from meeting my boifie...hehe!

tapi kesian mataer aku...

die tgh sakit gigi....diam je die...menahan sakit...haiz...

but to bad kite nye pertarungan have to delay...haha!!

darling!! i hope u get well soon k..sayang!!

I LOVE U!!!!btw thnx 4 being wif me and always make me happy....thnx sayang!

MISS U VERY THE MUCH!!

2009-06-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

Damn.....DAMN.....Damn TIRED!!! haiz...

STRESS wif my werk today....

the patient make me STREEEESSSS!!!!..EERRRRRHHHH!!

tad da la ade patient kerling!!! action nk mampos...

ade tanye mcm2 soalan...dgr2 aku ni doctor pe....

aku tak dapat jawap nk buat muke bingit ngn aku...p jalan da!

pas2 ade pulak patient dari pakistan..mak! bebual belit2...da mama...mama jugak!! sial!!!

1 ape aku tak paham....PANTAT!!

EERRRRRGGGHH!!!!

everyday i have to face diz type of patients!!!! BOSAN!!!!

haiz...

when can end???....

haiyaaa...

wat ever it is...

I MISS MY BOIFIE..hehe!!!

2009-06-18T18:10:00.002+08:00

1 week has past....

dan die da tak contact aku lagi..

setahun kite kenal...sekali jumpe...terus our frenship break up like dat...haiz

i had suspected..

his last message is on 100609 04:34:39

and he had said sorry becoz long tyme not sms me..been busy n got some problem

but i can feel, he had a gerl...but never mind..i hope he will be happy...

i admit dat i do like him....

but hati orang tak ley pakse kan...

mungkin memang betul ape yang die penah cakap yang kite tak sesuai...

so i kept his werds..

ya its really hurts...but life have to go on....

im here juz hope he is ok n happy...

and datz all, dats his last sms to me...

so aku kat sini nk buat ape kan..hati sakit la tap wat to do kan...

on the same day jugak aku ade kenal 1 budak ni dari tagged...

check2 die budak band boy....

check2 lagi....ALAMAK band metal la beb!!! aiyyaah!!

although he is from metal band, but his band dont look lyke metal...they juz rilek....hehe

so disebabkan nk try lupe kan lelaki yang aku kenali dulu...aku kwn la ngn budak band boy ni

haha!! gerek la bebual ngn die..u noe wat?? kite asyik gadoh sal metal n jiwang!!!haha

he kinda hate jiwang...and i kinda hate metal!! so we alwayz qurrel..haha!!

i like to disturd him...dekni mcm cartoon sikit...haha!!

tanpa membuang mase.. we decided to meet up...

on the 130609,5pm, i meet him at woodlands...

lepak kan bawah block sebab hujan lebat...aku pon mandi ujan...huhu!!!

nak tahu lagi?? da jumpe pon masih nk bertekak sal our own topic....haha!!

And around 9pm,he seriously luahkan perasaan die....he like me n he want be with me....

but aku main elak2..asyik tukar2 topic....bab aku tak tau nk jawap ape...hehe...

memang hati ni rase happy bile ngn die...but im not ready....

i think...and think...and think....i juz follow wat my heart said....move on...

so i decided to accept him...give him a chance...

so i told him dat...i will accept him n give him chance to show the true love to me...

and also give me tyme to love him....

AND NOW IM ATTACHED wif MUHAMAD RIZAL a.k.a EJAL!! huhu!!

2009-06-09T18:41:00.009+08:00

Having Fun wif my KRAZY cuzzins!!!huhu!!! our outing to sentosa 070609!!!

RELA KU MENANTI

2009-06-02T20:28:00.001+08:00

Dikau hadir bagaikan cahaya
menerangi kegelapan hidupku
Hanya sebentar saja kita bersua
Hatiku telah terpaut padamu

Setiap hari setiap detik
Ku telah mula menyintaimu
Ku tak mampu meluahkan perasaan ini
Kerna ku sedar diriku
Hanya insan biasa
Yang tak setanding dengan mu

Hatiku bagaikan dihiris
Setiap kali kau bermesra dengan insan lain
Kekecewaan yang tiba
Walaupun begini ku akan setia menunggu

Demi cintaku, aku rela berkorban
Demi cintaku, aku harus tabah
Dan demi cintaku juga aku akan terus menanti cintamu
Aku percaya kebahagiaan akan tiba nanti....

2009-04-13T01:11:00.019+08:00

12April09.....My 20th birthday!! the day dat very touching for me...thnx to

ayie,ayul,mush,nana,dila,tij,su...for the suprise!!

aku betol2 terkejot beb!! bukak pintu muke korg thnx again....hehe!!

thx 4 spending the tyme n day 4 me! haha!! my sis, nana actually ajak aku p bugis..

but den end up die tipu aku!!!! Actually datz the plan 4 surpising me!!hehe

touching kan.....

Rumah ku kene serbu!!!!hehe they sing a birthday song outside my house!!

touching kan.....

swense cake from the 4 me.....

Thnx guyz once again!!!! aku sayang korg.......

im cuting the cake...hmmmmmm ice-cream cake!!!...

Orang2 yang paling aku sayang!!! sedare2ku!!!

Makan tyme!!! at simpang bedok!!!!

after makan we go bowling!!!!!

the last pose from us!! hari in penuh bermakna bagi aku....

thanx my lovely sis!!!....

cake from my family to me....

Present from nana.....hehe so cute!!...thnx nana!!!

outing day!!

2009-02-09T18:04:00.011+08:00

HELLO!!!! haha!! back to blog beb!! hehe!! i wil blog 2 dayz in i blog..haha!! org malas memang mcm ni....hehe!! so now on 080209!! on dat day i go out wif faizah and hanis...atlast faizah is back!!!huhu!! i n hanis me faizah at tampinese p mkn ngn family die...go lunch!!!huhu!! RASA21!!!sedap!!! haha!!! den after dat we go shopping at TM!!! guess wat i get??

a dress!!!huhu!!but donno wen i want to wear it..hehe...tapi dalam mase yg same i really like 1 bouquet of flower at minitoons...its so sweets...haiz sape la yg nk kasi aku.....haiz...but never mind..

Faizah...me....hanis!!!frenz forever!! haiz sayang niza takde....

Ok!! now we go back on 070209!!!hehe!! go out wif nana,su and.....jany, last minit kene keje...rabak kan!!da bez2 plan...ape dah!.aiyaa..

first destination, we go this fashion at singapore post....hehe ape lagi borong la...shopping!!!

we at diz fashion!! sempat amke gambr hah!
ni kes da sesat nk p marina barage..den at last......

lepak la kat esplanet!!

ni kes da penat....tgk tu duduk pon tak tau nk sopan pompan2 ni...aiyaa....nk tunggu periuk belange pe??haha!!

SNAP!!! actually tgh shiok bebual budak2 ni....haha!! nice pose!!!

Our last pose!!! ni semua da penat......den HOME SWEET HOME!!!!hehe

CAAS Lunar New Year dinner!!

2009-02-01T13:45:00.009+08:00

Hey guyz!!hoooo hooo!!!haha!! sori da lame tak updated blog ni...haha!! selama im not blogging ni kan...haha!! macam2 berlaku...so far yang baik2 la...hehe!! happiness!! yeah!!nak caerita pon panjang sangat...so cut short....HAPPY!!hahaha!!
So now i juz tell wat the happening scene yesterday!!, so yesterday,310109mmi n my family went to my dad werk place..the CAAS company are celebrating the LUNAR NEW YEAR DINNER...hoooo hoooo!! MAKAN MAKAN!!!haha!! nice place n the food are NICE!!! toooo!!HMMM!!BEST!!
After dah kenyang makan...we donno where to go...den my dad decided to go changi beach.....haiz ape lagi lau da pegi situ....pancing la kejenye....aiyaa!!...on dat day im damn tired coz im just come back from werk....so da tak larat nk pancing....so sampai je kat sane...kite makan lagi...ni kali makan nasi lemak!!haha!! maklum la lau da pegi changi mesti nak makan nasi lemak....hehe...dah makan...i go fishing for awhile....tapi ikan semua takde....pegi collect hampau agaknye...haha!! mate pon da nak tutup dengan angin mendayu2....so i decided to inside the car and SLEEP!!! haha!!huhuhu!!lenyak tido!!!
yeah!! make a good wish!!!!here i go!!changi!! near SAF FERRY TERMINAL!!SEE MR NELAYAN!!! my dad!!hahaone of them is mine.....hehe

2009-01-16T08:48:00.004+08:00

Hari berganti masa berputar...
dan itu cepat berlalu...

setiap kejadian, kite tak pernah menduga...
Kita hanya merancang
dan tuhan yang menentukan segalanya...

setiap orang yang ku sayang akan pergi meninggalkan diri ini...
ya mengapa tuhan....?

Tahun 2006, peristiwa yang tak pernah ku jangka....kejadian itu bagaikan sekelip mata berlaku...
Aku kehilang kakak sedara ku yang dah aku anggapnya seperti kakak ku sendiri.....memang pada waktu itu aku tak percaya yang dia akan pergi secepat itu hanya dengan 1 kemalangan... pilu rasa hati ini ketika dapat tahu yang dia tidak ada lagi harapan untuk meruskan hidupnya....
sebelum itu, kita da lama tak bersua...masing masing sebok..aku sebok dengan persiapan Nlevel ku...dia sebok dengan skolahnye...
tapi seblum berita pemergian dia...dia ada beri aku sms yang sungguh bermakna.... she ask me to take care of myself.. aku tak sangka itu adalah msg terakhir darinya....

da nk masok tiga tahun dia telah meninggalkan kita di dunia ini...aku rindu masa kita bersama, gurau senda...
sejak pemergiannya, aku jauh banyak berubah...dulu semasa dia ada, dia bnyak bimbing aku....
mungkin jika dia masih ada..dia mesti sedih melihat berubahan aku dan keadaan aku....
haiz im sori yaya....

selepas pemergian yaya...aku kehilangan atok ku....dia la satu satu nye atok yang aku ada dan aku sayang...tapi tuhan lebih menyayanginye... tapi aku rase puas hati sebelom dia pergi...aku dapat menjage dia ketika dia sakit di hospital. aku sanggup cabot skolah kerana nk menjage atok..tahun itu aku hendak menduduki pemeriksaan Olevel...aku tak sampai hati melihat dia menahan kesakitan....

diam tak diam pemergian atok da nk masok 2 tahun, dia masih segar diingatan...aku selalu terkenangkan saat2 atok masih ade...setiap tahun hari raya...dia selalu masak kn utk anak cucu nya...hidangan yang paling dia slalu hidangkan ialah nasi minyak dan satay....itu jugak hidangan kegemaran aku...perkataan yang slalu dia kata kan dan yang tak ley aku lupa...."sedap?" , "atok cakap sikit jangan marah, nak" "terima kasih"....itu la yang sering atok kata kan....

dia telah pergi...itu adalah kehilangan besar bagi aku...aku rindu kan gurau sendanya, masak kan nya....haiz..

aku sedey, kerana aku tak sempat nk berkongsi kejayaan ku dengan mereka...aku terlalu rindu kan mereka....haiz...

Kebelakangan ini...nenek ku sering sakit... aku sedey melihat dia menahan kesakitan..buat sementara ni dia tinggal bersama aku...aku menjaga dia...
Aku berdoa agar nenek ku embuh sedia kala...
"nenek, i love u, nek cepat sembuh nek!!"

haiz hidup ini penuh dengan kesedihan....

2009-01-11T12:05:00.006+08:00

Hello!!GUYZ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!! OOppsss!! im late..hahaha!!tap takpe..maklum la orang sebok selalu hehe ni la got tyme..sibok2 pon countdown tak akan lupe..mesti pegi beb!!

Countdown 2009 macam biase jugak tahun ni...we go ECP!! wif my cuzzin..hehe..Wah!! gerek!! n happening!! ade percussion!! wah!! bez!! MARI KITE MENARI!!!!huhuhu!!

Cuzzin @ EAST COAST countdown....!

After countdown 2009!! we drunk @ MAC cafe!!hehe!!

Here we are ...we alwayz be together..!!we are cuzzin...

theres loves n careness!!

kite ni da mcm adek beradek...!! love them so much..mush,ayie,khai,nana,jan and su!!!

pertunangan kakyarni!!!271208

2008-12-30T18:36:00.014+08:00

hey guyz.!!!! sori 4 not updating my blog!! buzy beb!!hehe...here i want 2 share wif all of u...dat day 271208, the most special day 4 my kakak sedare, kakyarni....not only her 24bdae but her egagement day!!!!huhu!! da tunang kakak kite ni....she the first want to go first haha!!im very happy 4 her!!!congrate to her!!!YEAH!!! CLAP CLAP CLAP!!! n now we are lookin 4ward for her big day!!!huhu!! after her,who will be next???haha!!While waiting 4 pihak lelaki nk sampai...kite posing2 dulu...huhu1!!!Diz wat we like 2 do....take picture!!!!

Hahaha!! diz part the DAPOR ladies.....hehe meh aku kenal kan...the 4 of us is in-charge of packing including me...dan yang kat hujung skali 2 the chief of sink, my aunty....hehe penjaga sink she say..haha we work happily..haha very fun!!!

ni la barang2 dari pihak lelaki..very simple but unique...

ni la barang2 dari pihak perempuan....very creative...

posing wif the queen of the day....

hehe bunge pinjam beb...

eh?? mcm kenal je?? sape ey mcm penah nmpak...sape ey??huhu!!!she so pretty n swit.....!!

our birthday ladies mum n daugther.....happy birthday!!!!!my aunty look very tired....

the cupcakes dat i make it specially 4 kakyarni n wak imah.....buat sampai pukul 4 pagi beb!!!khas utk mereka...hehe!!

Here we go....da dapat cincin sey...huhu!! Wah!! congrate kakyarni!!! akhirnye....hehe!!

Selamat bertunang n Happy bdae kakyarniku!!!!271208 is ur special day!!!huhu!!!

Siapakah selepas ini....??

2008-12-25T00:37:00.004+08:00

Im very confused now...takde sape yang paham perasaan aku dan tiada sape nak aku luahkan perasaan ini....haiz sbab tu aku blog...i cant take it anymore....

kebelakangan ini...
aku tak tau perasaan aku ni...
aku tak mengerti..
aku cuba menolak perasaan itu...
tapi.......apa yang die buat sering membuat aku sakit hati...hati ini bagaikan ditikam
Dia tak pernah peduli tentang perasaan ini...dia tak pernah mengerti
Namun sakit hati ini dia sering tinggalkan...
hingga ku jatuhkan airmata....
dia hancurkan aku dengan sikapnya
Dan dia tak sadar yang dia telah menyakitiku

aku seperti baru saja kenalinya..
insan yang aku kenali selama ini tak seperti dulu..
dan aku dapat merasakan yang kita tak seperti dulu
aku telah menjangka kan begini akhirnya
kebahagiaan itu hanya sementara
kerana ku sedar diri ini bagaikan perhentian

Aku tak tau kenapa aku berperasaan begini...
patutkah aku pikir kan tentang dia tapi dia tak pikir langsong tentang diri ini???
patutkah aku bertahan menanti dan selalu disakiti??
atau patutkah aku harus pergi meninggalkan dia dan membawa hati yang telah terguris ini??

WAt shud i do now??? im confused.....

OUT AGAIN!!!

2008-12-15T23:12:00.007+08:00

hey guyz!! today after werk....i met up wif shidah and niza @ vivo city.... Shidah planing to buy a beg brand ANIMALs for niza belated bdae so i share wif shidah....haha i have fun kuar ngn dorg....stress semua hilang...we cant met actually...jumpe je, ade je nk ketawe.....laugh,laugh,laugh!! haha non stop!! i hav a great fun outing wif them.....

After bought niza beg, perot pon da lapar....nk p mkn...Dorang ajak pi PIZZA HUT at habourfront n u noe wat!! niza n shidah belanja me for my belated birthday too, thankiu!!.... n also i want to tell u about the outlet, i give no. 1 top 1!! for their customer service!!! the staff there are all frenly n very cheerful!!! tak percaye boley pegi...dorg ade "host" for the day...meaning the person who introduce u the meal there....ngentop!!! haha!!

Lepas kite order, tup tup.....ternampak teacher math kite, MR bashir wif his wife kat opposite our table.....kite lambai2 die....geli hati aku haha bab dulu kite bnyak buat jahat kat die pas2 ade hati nk melambai2 mcm tak bersalah...haiz muke tembok kite orang ni..hahaha!!! teringat zaman sec 4 kite....kite bnyak buat jahat kat die...lesson die je, tdo la,cabot la, pendek kate tak penah la concentrate...haha!!! tapi our NLEVEL we PASS his subject!!haha itu la yang tak sangka....teringat balik, make us laugh..haha!! kecoh ar kite kat situ...haha name je 3 org...tapi kecoh2 da mcm 30 org...haha!! bab 2 aku suke kuar ngn dorg ni....bende kecik ley buat ketawe mcm nk giler...sakit perot aku biler ngn dorg...haha!! btw thnx NIZA n SHIDAH!!!!

sementare niza sebok carik beg...kite take picture...hehe sori blur!! we at animals shop @ harbourfront!!!huhu!!

while waiting for our order to come n niza buzy thinking about the perfume dat she want to buy....hehehe....tapi kedai die da tutup!!! poor niza!!hehe

Diz is wat SHIDAH and NIZA belanja me for my belated birthday.....thanxz so much!! im full!!

Diz is SHIDAH!!!! hehe makan tak jempot...hehe.....

The END of our outing.....HOME SWEET HOME!!!!

2008-11-30T12:35:00.004+08:00

HEy guyz!!! huhu!! yesterday 291108, i ,my mum,my sis and my cuzzin,faezah...we went to tampinese mall.....i decided to buy my frenz birthday present....and den wen to court to check it out about digital camera...i really like the canon camera but it coz $499...i want to pay every mth tapi memandang umur aku tak cukup so senang cakap tak bole diterima....haiya....mak aku suruh tunggu abg aku...alahai sampai biler...

Perasaan pon da hampa kan...kite pon pegi kat best denki.. nk tgk mp3 adek aku pulak yang murah murah...

sampai je kat sane, kite tgk tgk la mp3,mp4....den ade pulak salesman melayu ni datang approach kite...alamak!! sebok btl la..!! haiz

hehe but he so hansem beb!..his sales very well... he recomended my sis a easy method mp3 and its also cheap2...hehe...tyme die tgh bebual wif my mum tapi mate die tgk aku....tapi aku step je tgk tempat lain...haha...abeh my mum pulak suruh aku tgk die mcm mane die ajar nk gune kan mp3 2..hehe paisey sey,....aiyoo...aku da malu, aku ajak cuzzin aku pegi tgk camera...

while mak aku tgh bayar mp3...aku ngn cuzzin aku tgk camera...die pulak sebok datang, tanye nk cari camera macam mane....aku part nk layan mcm ni malas...den aku senyum je la...pulak tu mak aku datang...alamak...!! my mum tanye2 lagi...so kite stuck lagi kat die...die recomend lagi 1 of the sony camera.....wah...! cara die jual barang buat orang terpaut....so aku pon da terpikat..... terpikat ngn camera la....haha!! on the table display ade gambr die lagi...haha!!...actually aku tak nk beli tapi da terpaut...sampai patah alik dua kali...dan pikirkan...hehe...dapat jumpe die dua kali...hehe...tapi tak sempat aku nk tgk name die...haha!! tapi takpe...second tyme kite pegi sane so i decided to buy it....

Den die ajar macam mane nk gune kan camera ni...camera ni ade special sikit kalau kite senyum die automatic capture sendiri...so he want to show it, ade die amek gambr aku je....alamak!! aku elak2 pon die masih nk amek lagi lepas amek gambr die amek video pulak... alamak!! malu nye.........aiyo.... den short the story...aku bought it la and he gives alot of free gift terkejot sey tgk bnyak2 gift...aku bukan nye biler camera yang mahal nah...but thanx to him la..hehe....after payment....kite lalu depan die...but he tgh layan costumer...tapi mate die merayap tgk kite jln...

mak aku ckp kat die "ok terima kasih ey"

tapi die sempat lak cakap "terima kasih ey mak"....mak??? ape sey???!

aku cume senyum je kat die.....hehe....terpaku tak terkate pape,...haha!!

my sis mp3 only coz $89...

My new camera!!! bought it wif my own money!!! $269!!!aiya terkopak duit aku...
This is a free gift...but 1 camera get those things free...gift from him...haha!!thankiu!!

balik kampong!!!

2008-11-24T15:29:00.012+08:00

Helo guyz!!!huhu!!! yesterday 231108, i and my family go JOHOR BAHRU,PONTIAN...my aunty house....we hav a great day there...biaser la jalan ngn keluarga happening n kecoh memang tak bole boring!!!haha!! kite pegi sane wif three cars...ni baru sikit....hehe....after dat we go PANDAN CITY!! hehe dat is my first tyme there...tempat die macam pasar lakin tapi situ lagi gerek!! i saw branded beg eg, BONIA,GUESS lawa lawa and that is cheaper then singapore..i want to bought it but blom gaji beb!!haha....next tyme i wan to go there again!!!hehe ape lagi shopping la!!! tempat situ pon banyak kedai makan...banyak jugak orang singapore pegi sane...hehe air ice blended die NO.1!!!! sedap beb!! hmmmm...minum hingga menjilat straw....haha!!! we also have our dinner there...so if u all want to see our scene, sroll down to see our pic ya....enjoy!!!

Keriuhan keluarga ini!!! but happening n happy enjoy!!!huhu!!! orang bandar pegi ke kampong!!!

Inilah keluarga besar aku...ini baru sikit blom lagi semua yang datang...kalau semua datang...abiz roboh rumah ni semua...hahaha!!!

Caught sleeping!!! isk3 penat betol sedare aku ni...haha..die tak tau ni aku amek gambr die...hahaha!!! sori mus....u been caught!!!hahaha!!

Caught in the picture!!!

Diz is wat i drink....huhu!! chocolate ice blended!!! sedap!!!!

Diz wah we eat.....hahaha sampai kering beb!!

this are our dinner...wah!! makan besar!!!

its the end of the day....now im back in singapore!!!!

im confused...

2008-11-19T19:08:00.002+08:00

hi guyz....today im really lost my mood again.....haiz....aku tak tau kenape perasaan ini jad macam ni lagi....i try 2 runaway from diz.....but....haiya....

i had promise myself dat i will only treat him as my besties....yesh i did it....
We also had promise wat ever happen kite tetap kawan....tapi kebelakangan ini dia macam da berubah....aku rase die bukan kawan aku yang dulu aku kenal.... kadang kadang aku pikir ape yang dijanji kan itu hanye kata kata atau keikhlasan dari hati??

i miss kawan aku yang dulu.....haiz....

tapi bukan dengan aku je die berubah....malah aku dapat tau dengan family die pon die da banyak berubah sejak peristiwa itu.....tapi kenape die mesti berubah sbab itu???menurut informasi...die da bnyak berubah....aku cume tak nk die berubah lagi jauh....aku tak tau ape yang die buat ni semua sedar atau tak....aku tak nak tgk kawan aku hanyut macam itu je.....haiz

aku tak tau ape yang patut aku ckp ngn die..
aku takot die tak nk dengar ape yang aku nak ckp....
siapa lah aku, wat shud i do.....haiz....

untuk kawan aku yang disayangi:

i hope u dapat bace ape yang tertulis di sini....i really blank bile nk ckp kat u sal i rase kite tak macam dulu...so i luahkan kat sini je la...i cume nk u duduk n pk ape yang u da berubah dan ape yang u buat sekarang ade menyenangkan family u tak....? i sebagai kawan u, i cume dapat nasihatkan u,....tapi terpulang u nak dengar atau tidak u pon da dewase luaskan la pikiran u....i dont care wif who u want to be wif.....as long as u happy dah cukup....cume plz faz, i tak nk u change urself further....think about ur future....pikir jauh.....jangan hancur kan kehidupan u... i juz want u to think wat u did is rite?? seblom terlambat....pikir wat ur family feels...they dont want to see u change....as a fren i pon taknk tgk kawan i hanyut...i really upset bile dapat tau u actually da banyak berubah.....haiz....i tgk pon kite tak macam dulu...u never tell me wat actually happen 2 u until i find out sendiri tapi i tak kesah....the important is dat i really hope u really can think maturely ape yang i ckp ni....its for ur own good faz....haiz...

BerSERAH!!

2008-11-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

This song "berserah" by TAUFIK BATISAH is very meaningful in my life now...
segale cabaran yang ade, aku cuba tempuhi dengan ketabahan hati.....if u all out there want to noe hws my life is....dengarilah lagu ini sedalam dalamnye.......thankiu!!

Gerhana meliputi segala

Tiada lagi sinaran cahaya

Keinginan tanpa kepastian

Tak mampu rasanya ku teruskan

Ku meneruskan...

Biarlah ku relakan segala

Walau hidupku sebuah tanda tanya

Mengapa...

Biarpun tak mampu ku bertahan

Tak kan pernah ku akui kalah

Masih terdampar ku di sini

Tiada jalan mungkin ku lalui

Haruskah hidupku dipersenda

Mengharungi dugaan melandaKu berserah...

Tuhanku ku relakan segala

Tak kan pernah ku akui kalah

Percaya ku yakin padanya

Dia yang menentukan semua

Berserah...

05november2008

2008-11-06T12:16:00.004+08:00

hello!!everyone!!! hehe now is my lunch tyme...im alone here hehe....semua kuar pegi makan, tapi aku malas nak kuar....

so i want to blog about yesterday,

nak tau crite die??? begini......

Yesterday, around 7pm...i went to a clinic sent my sis to see the doctor....she have high fever....isk3 kesian....

den after dat,i n my family without my brader, we went to mustafa center, hehe nak tau carik ape?? carik mama......

Eh bukan carik chocolate la.....n sambil2 tgk la barang2 yang murah...hehehe

ISK!!!! punye la bnyak orang kat sane...very pack sey...da macam hari minggu....padahal hari rabu....eeeiiii pening....pening....pening...!!!
tapi takpe kite jalan je....huhu!!!

1st destination,we go n find CHOCOLATEs!!!
We grab quite alot of chocolate....hehehe!!

2nd destination dat is last destination.......
we go cari barang barang basah and barang dapur....hehehe!!
while we are walkin toward the entre.....

tup tup....!!

EH MUKE MACAM KENAL JE.....???

SAPE EY??

EHHH!!!! CHEF S.O.S!!!!!CHEF KHALID!!!!! huhu!!!

WAh!!!! he soooooooooooo HANSEM!!!!!so cute!! his skin so white......eeeeeeiiii.....
tak percaye ley nmpak die kat situ...hehheeheh!!! die pon tgh shopping kat sane....
Cewah!! bawak bakol penuh dengan barang barang dapur....comfirm nk masak ni..
tapi kan bnyak bnyak tempat kat mustafa pulak yang die nk shopping...takde class langsong hehe tapi takpe artis pon mau bergimat beli barang murah...hahahahaha!!!!

By the way kan i want to tell, now im at woodlands dental polyclinic...hehehe
pulak tu beside my clinic ade gym....
FUYOOOO!!!! one of the instructor melayu....HANSEM!!!!! cair aku tgk die...hehehe!!!
die selalu lalu lalang kat depan clinic....kadang kadang bertentang mate....hehehe (melebih lak aku ni)...hahaha!!!takpe sekali skale....
i admired his body so taf....hehe!!! dat make him so hansem kot!!!hahaha!!! huhu!!!
Hari hari aku curik curik tgk die....hehehe!!!!

hahaha dalah cukup is enough zana....
k lah everybody i go werk to do
if i got tyme i will blog again..!!!
take care everybody, care take

CHIOW!!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM,.....

All of u MUST say: WAALAIKUMSALAM!!!!

At last....

2008-11-03T11:10:00.002+08:00

hello!! everybody!!! huhu!!!now im at werk actually...nothing to do...so i do my blog...weeeeee!!!

takde kejenye orang....

niari adek aku balik dari australia...gerek sey...kecik kecik da jejak australia...aku ni bile nk jejak pon tak tahu....aiyoo2!!.....tapi takpe...next tyme la...if got many i want to travel the whole world....weeeee!!!!haha!!!

Agak agak ape aje adek aku bawak balik....??? mat saleh kot untuk aku...hehe ouh tak mungkin...kangerooon kot?? yang hidup ke yang mati ke yang besar ke yang kecik ke itu tidak pasti....takpe nnti aku balik ley tahu..hehe...sabar je la menanti zana!!!!huhu!!!

Guyz u noe wat??!!! tad ade satu patient nyonya ni....eeeeiiii!!!! so so very very mengotor!! eeeiiii!!! die da la takde appointment, nk buat kecoh pulak.suara nyaring nauzubillah!!!pekak telinga aku!.....dah tu die kuarkan pulak tu gigi palsu die....ya allah geeeellliiiinnnyyyeee!!! terkejot tersentak aku di buatnye....hanye tuhan saje yang tahu...aiyoooo!!!! gilerkan!!! eeeeeiii!!!! nk makan pon teringat teringat....biadap sungguh itu nyonya!!!....

im also very happy today!!...aku pon da dapat terima kenyataan..syabas zana!!! u did it!!! hehe!!
juz ignore wat people say n think.....juz be myself...huhu!!!
yang penting hati mesti ikhlas menerimanye, biar kite buat baik dengan orang jangan buat jahat....jika orang jahat dengan kita..kita baik dengan orang tu, insyaallah die akan berubah hati jugak....ingat ni pesan cikgu zana sini untuk murid murid di luar sane.....hehehe!!

So zana here is very strong olreadi....huhu!!!

klar dat all for today....kalau aku boring boring, takde keje....nanti aku blog la lagi....lets say hip hip hooooorey!!!!

K chiowz!!!
Assalamualaikumsalam.....

All of u must say : WAALAIKUMSALAM!!!!!....

2008-10-31T20:46:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!EVERYONE!!! haha!! at last im back...no more tears..no more frust....no more stresss!!!promise!!!

HUHU!!!! Aku da pikir satu hari satu malam....ape nk jad..jadilah...hehe
tak perlu nk menangis lagi.....tak perlu lemah dengan ni semua....
Must be STRONG!!!!huhu...
Dari situ aku dapat belajar....love ourself FIRST!! den can love OTHER!!
And Dont CARE wat people SAY and people THINK!!! be myself!!!

And at the same tyme i get some advise from people out there....
Im very thankful to them....hehe
Tanpa nasihat dorang, aku tak tahu ape jadi dengan aku...pikiran sampai sakit kepale kot..haha!!!

Now wat i can do is....continue wif my life, life have to go on and move on..hahaha!!!(is dat the same???)
I promise myself, i will not turn back....
I must FORGIVE N FORGET!!!!huhu!!

Must be HAPPY ALWAYZ!!!yeah!! datz rite!!
GO Zana GO!!!

ZANA GILER DA KEMBALI LAGI!!!hahaha!!

2008-10-29T14:47:00.009+08:00

hello everybody, haiz...im not werkin today....
Im really no mood since yesterday when i see sumthing dats not rite....
And i cant really sleep n thinking of him the whole nite....
Dat why diz morning i feel headache when woke up diz morning....

After i see dat, im really crying....aku betul betul mcm kecewa...sedey...
aku tak kesah kalau he hav another gerl but den he never tell me dat he hav already going on wif her....selame ni wat he do he tell me....tapi sekarang kenape mesti akan berubah....
i can feel dat our frenship wil be end soon although he alwayz tell me no matter wat we will alwayz be fren but i cant feels dat is kenyataan....i cant stop crying thinkin of diz things....and i cant accept it how dat gerl get to noe him....

Diz morning, he called me, i tell him dat im on mc....he pitty of me...i tell him dat im stress....
And he said "macam mane tak stress ade org rindu"....he ask me to tell him wat happen actually....thnx for your care....i tell him wat happen but im really sory i lied to him....
im realy realy sori.....i dont mean to lied....but i have to....i cant terus terang kat u...sorry...
aku cume tak nk die pikir aku ni pompan perasan tak tau malu....biar la aku tipu dan aku tak nk die tahu kesedihan aku selame ni.....im juz want him to noe dat im happy here but den sebaliknye... the werd dat really hurt me dat he say "im the specials fren" memang pelik kalau aku ckp aku ni sakit hati bila dengar die ckp gitu...tapi dipikirkan balik ape yang aku nmpak semua i dont believe it....wat so special about me??? dan aku tak tau die ckp tu hanye dari bibir atau hati....when die cakap gitu airmate aku melilir.....

I admit i have feels toward him sejak kebelakangan ni...but im confused....
But why im feels broken when saw all diz things....
all my fren ask me to tell him the truth about my feeling toward him...
But i cant, i dont wan, siapa la aku ni, aku ni kan pompan... i got face ok!
Somemore mayb im not his type...
Lelaki sekarang tengok rupa dulu.....Wat ever la....
Biarlah aku tanggung ni semua, biar aku menangis sorang....
Bagi aku, biar la kite ni kawan itu yang lebih baik....

To HIM: i hope u read diz, and im really sorry yang i terpakse tipu u ape yang i ckp tad semua tak betol i cume tak nk u tahu yang i sedey i juz want u to noe dat im happy here...

im also sori bile u ajak jumpa i banyak kasi alasan....biarlah kite macam ni je la.....da cukup bagi i....terima kasih kerana sudi menjad teman mistery i.....terima kasih jugak kerana telah mengisi mase kosong i selame ni and make me smile everyday dan nie semua hanya sementara.....dan i rase all will be change mengikut mase yang berganti....

im also sory coz im got feel towards u.....im really miss those tyme..... mungkin ni pun silap i sebab ade hati kat u.....maafkan i... i paham, kite ni da nk dekat setahun kite kawan tak kan semua u nk blang i.....tapi i tak kesah if u dont want to tell me....kalau ape yang i sangka selame ni betul, yang u already going on wif her, maafkan i, i terpakse undur diri walaupun berat sebab i sayang our frenship.....i hope u understand wat i said if u in my shoes....i really hope u can tell me ape da jad....Maafkan i sekali lagi.......hope u will be happy....takecare my dear fren!!!

2008-10-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

Yang hidup pasti akan pergi jua,
Rase kehilangan bila orang yang kita sayang pergi meninggalkan kita selama-lamanye..
Kepergian itu tak disangka.....

Semoga Allah SWT mencucuri rahmat arwah makcikku dan ditempatkan ke tempat orang yang soleh....

To HADI(my cuzzin), hope u can be strong and tabahkan hati....walaupun kite sedare tapi tak pernah bebual cume jerling-jerling je dan tak rapat but i can feel wat u feels....although u hav lost sumthing meaningful in ur life, but u are stil not alone here, we all as cuzzins,aunties,uncles are all around u.....Ur mum will happy there when see u happy and success in ur life....take care...

2008-10-26T21:16:00.005+08:00

Hello guyz!!! hari ni i want to share wif all of u out there about today story...haha(language aku baik pe)haha!! takpe-takpe tu semua ley tolak tepi...niari aku wif may mum n sis pegi jempotan kat woodlands...my mum janji wif her sis nk pegi same-same.....so we reach there siang...tunggu makcik makcik aku kat bas stop rumah majlis jemputan tu....while waiting, i, my mum n my sis kene kejar ngn org giler la pulak...die mintak duit...at first kita tak kasi but den ni apek tarik tarik baju aku ngn mak aku....tak seram!! mak aku pon kuar kan dua ketol... dia da jalan pegi beli makan kat pasar malam....pastu takpe die datang lagi tempat kite mintak duit lagi..ni kali nk duit beli air...eh ape ni!!! tak kasi tarik2 org....kite da takot...ape lagi teros pegi masok je kat majlis jempotan tu....tak jad tunggu makcik makcik aku...hahaha!!

While we reached there...pengantin lelaki da datang, ade kude kepang semua.....nasib baik la tarian je..lau betol betol seram sey....hehe....kite tengok persembahan dulu baru la duduk makan...

While aku tengah makan, kakyarni tunjuk kan aku salah satu anggota "RANCOUR" juara anugerah band, ni permain guitar, pulak itu yang i like!!!hehe...ni semua namenye kebetulan...very the tak sangka...he so hansem!!!!!!i admired his height,his gaya,his hair......tap yang paling tak sangka, die pakai hitam, sepasang color ngn aku sey.....piiiwiiit!!!! kakyarni nk tanye kan die nk amek gambar dengan die...but i dont want i tell her nanti takot bini die marah....haha she say he not married yet...wah!!!!haha kalau tak, da amek gambr ngn die, mcm couple2 gitu tapi malu la..... tapi wen i reach home kakyarni give me a msg n she said "nurul sory akak amek gambar dengan die..awwww!!!"

Alamak sedey ku membacanye...tapi takpe kalau ade jodoh i wil met him again...hehehehe!!!!!

lepas makan kite berposing pulak la....huhuhu!!!

ni la kak yarni ku!!!!the very notty sis but i luv her so much!!!! she so swiit....tapi lidah itu maintain sikit ye..!! hehe congrate kak, tak lame lagi nk tunang hehe at last!!! cant wait the day...hoooo hoooo...

Its the end of the day.....hoooo hooo......

2008-10-22T05:28:00.002+08:00

Hidup ini pasti ada nokta
Mengharungi semua ini
Semoga DIA yang memegang hati kita
Mencantumkan semula
Luka dihati kita....................

Aku tak tahu apa cerita tentang hidupku seterusnya,
Aku rasakan bahwa kebahagiaan hanya sementara,
Segalanya akan berubah,
Diri ini hanya setakat perhentian,
Tiada siapa yang tahu perasaan ini,
Dan tiada siapa pahami,
Kesedihan itu akan kau rasai lagi,
Aku ini seperti orang lain,
Bilakah Kebahagiaan itu akan setia padaku...

Sampai bila aku harus begini........

1st day of aye!!

2008-10-04T15:13:00.009+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!RAYA-RAYA 2008!!!

selamat hari raya semua!! maaf zahir batin, zana disini ingin menyusun 20 jari jemari(termasok jari kaki)hehe....ingin memohon ampun dan maaf!!! sekiranya ade terkasar,terkutok,termaki.terketok,terjotos dan ter-ter sewaktu dengan nye...hehehe.....so mari kite tgk gambr2 yang hot n happening!!! jom!!!

RELAKU SETIA

2008-09-25T12:43:00.003+08:00

Termenung bila sendirian

mengunung seribu harapan

tak mampu ku melupakan

walau kian kehilangan

kerna ku terlalu ingin kan

untukmu riang berkekalan

rela ku berlalu

walau mungkin tak termampu

Tak mungkin mudah kau mengerti

tak ingin saling di lukai

kedaifan ini

menjadi penghalang sanubari

Selagi daya hatiku ini

akan tetap ku menyayangi

duka tiada ku peduli

bila rindu membelenggu

selagi nadi belum terhenti

ku buktikan cinta sejati

tak mungkin akan ku kesali

kerna hidup mu kian bererti

Rela ku terus setia

menyayangi mumenyintai mu

walau berjauhan

teguh kalimah kasih ku

termenung bila sendirian

mengunung seribu harapan

moga kau mengerti

bila nadi ku terhenti

peristiwa tak tak akan aku lupe kan...!!

2008-09-11T20:52:00.002+08:00

hey guy i wanna share wif u...got one incident happen...nk kate kelakar pon ade nk kate sedey pon ade...hahahaha!!!! memang tak sangke...firstly i asked u kalau barang kite kene curi rase ley dapat balik tak tanpa pertolongan police????mungkin iye mungkin tidak....its very difficult to get the things back....nk dgr cerita aku??? ok jom bace cerite ni.......

On the 7th September 08, family aku pegi ziarah umah makcik aku kat pontian,johor baharu....kite berangkat selepas azan subur selepas sahur....we reached there around 9+...duduk-duduk kejap, tido-tido kejap....pas2 we go shopping....not much to shop sal kite takde mood nk shopping sal tgh puase, penat....while we go shopping, so called the driver pegi cuci kereta....aku pon tak tau yg bapak aku nk cuci kereta...beg aku yg berisi kan hp,mp3 ipod,barang make up....beg 2 aku letak kat dalam pocket kerusi kereta depan pas2 tutup ngn jacket....aku tak bawak hp sal hp aku takde line kat malaysia....

Dalam pukul 4+kite da nk balik....suddenly hati ni tergerak nk check hp aku.....den masok je kereta aku carik hp aku la...buka beg...ipod ade...barang make up ade....HP?????? TKDE!!! den aku tanye bapak aku den bapak aku ckp tad p cuci kereta....bapak aku da suspect comfirm kene kebas...sal tad salah 1 pencuci 2 tgk mcm lain mcm..die asyik duduk kat belakang kereta jek...den somemore before kereta bapak aku dicuci ade 1 pemandu pompan complain yang kad ATM die hilang....tanpa buang mase....bapak aku speed up pegi patah alik kat sane...

Sampai je kat sane, abg aku, bapak aku, pakcik2 aku pegi serang.....wah kan gangster da datang.....
aku pon tak tau ape bebual sal aku kat dalam kereta....tak berani nk kuar sal hati ni sedey....mcm nk menangis pon ade sal...semua ckp tak mungkin dapat balik...org jahat mane nk mengaku....hp 2 nyawa aku,teman aku....lau dorg nk amek hp aku...amek la...sims card kasi la balik....tap hati tetap berdoa agar boleh dapat alik....haiz....mula2 aku tak sangke ley kene kebas sal aku tak nk la tuduh menuduh kan bulan puase....yang peliknye hp je die kebas..tap ipod aku tak kebas...
abg aku ckp
"die tak tau pakai and tak tau nkdownload lagu"hahaha!!!
dat tyme si pencuri takde kuar agaknye cume kwn2 die je ade....pade mulenye dorg tak mengaku, tapi bile kite gertak dorg nk panggil police baru dorg kelam kabut kuar kan semuar hp...wah hp semua branded2....lastly baru hp aku....2 part hati ni lega happy sgt2....hati ni tuhan saje la yg tahu.....hehe....At the same tyme si pencuri pon balik....kawan die da geram teros kasi sebijik penumbok kat muke die...terkejot kejap...bulan puase kene tumbok??? eh wait bulan puase curik2?? ape ni?? aiyoo....
kite semua tanye kenape die curik2 ni...???
die kasi jawapan gerek nye....

si pencuri: "ya aku mintak maaf...niat aku bukan nk mencuri aku cuma nk simpankan je"

huh?? simpankan kepale otak nenek die.....WATZ nonscense he givin??...gile kan....
kite da tgk die kene tumbok ngn kawan die mcm kesian gitu...hp da dapat alik kite pob gerak dari situ..

bile diingatkan balik...memang tak sangke ley jad mcm ni...dan hp aku ley dapat alik....tapi memang kelakar.....pade sesiapa yang barang mereka telah dicuri di malaysia tak kira la barang kemas,motor,kereta dan barang2 sewaktu dengannye....ingatlah sebenarnye niat si pencuri,si pengebas cume nk simpan kan je.....hahahahaha!!!!mcm cerita aku ni....hahaha!!

Berbuke bersame!!

2008-09-08T21:19:00.003+08:00

HEy guyz...im here!!!haha!!giler la pulak aku ni...haha...on the 5th September 08!! is a memorable tyme to me...hehe....aku pegi buka puase ngn niza,shyda and amalina...hahaQ! kite gi buka kat sempang bedok...aku ngn niza are werking dat day....so we go there after werk...nasib baik dat day aku alik keje cpt sikit...so senpat balik tukar baju... den tunggu niza kat bedok interchange...shyda n amalina da sampai dulu kat sane...dorg la orderkan kite nakab dulu...hehe....haha juz nice, kite sampai je da azan,,,kiter duduk tinggal mkn je...hahaha!!!mcm kelakar gitu..haha!!!aku tak tau nk mkn ape...aku mkn jek la makanan melayu..nasi ayam goreng...yang lagi tiga ni mkn western...haha!! kiter ni tak ley berjumpa, lau berjumpe ade je lawak nk ketawe.....hahahaQ! 2 hiburan kite....haha!! after makan shyda plan nk p geylang...

den lepas mkn kite go geylang...hehe!! sepanjang jln kite asyik ketawe je....shyda makes us laugh,...haha!!shyda2...hahaQ! BTW shyda!! hope u pass ur olevel wif flying color!! diz is after buka puase....@ bazaar geylang....!!haha...ni da nk balik....sementara tunggu bas lambt sgt kite take picture,take picture!!!hahaha dat is wat shyda like 2 say on dat day!!!haha!!

Its the end of the day....we hav a great fun together... long tyme we never get together after we graduate n we go different path...diz tyme will be in my memories alwayz....

2008-09-02T20:24:00.022+08:00

HEllo guyz!!! sori for not updating my blog 4 quite some tyme hah....hehe

here i want 2 share the memorable moment 30 august 2008!!!

CAAS FLIGHT FANTASY FAMILY DAY 2008!!!hehe!!!!

we have a great moment!!!! cant forget the full of excitement!!!! Budak2 tak sabar nk naik SINGAPORE FLYER!!!!!

The kecoh2 FAMILY!!!! we hav a great fun !!!!

when we getting mad!!

The View from top!! Diz is my sporting nenek!!!!

When we feel HUNGRY!!!!!HAHAAHhaha!!

2008-08-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hidup ini ada pasang surutnya seperti air laut,

Hidup ini juga ada kebahagiaan, kedukaan..

Semua insan ingin kebahagiaantapi tanpa disedari kedukaan hadir disisi,

Tiada yang mengharapkan tiada yang inginkan,

Melihat sekeliling ini sudah dimiliki kebahagiaan,

Rasa cemburu, sedih itu timbul,

Diri ini juga ingin merasakan begitu tapi

Kenapa kedukaan yang sering melanda....

Mana silapnya....

Ada ini semua kesilapan yang telah aku lakukan??

haiz.......

2008-07-24T23:15:00.015+08:00

HELLO!!! guyS im here now!!! hahaha...happy sey dapat kembali di sini lagi hehe!!
agak2nye dah lame tak update blog ni....hahaha!! busy la beb!!!haha!! werk n werk n werk....!!
But today i want to share my day today....my outing wif my cuzzin!!! so fun!! cant 4get diz day...hahaha!!! We go bugis, to buy jeans...after dat we go MAKAN!!! LAPAR sey....1 hari lom makan....in the morning i go polyclinic go 4 checkup....mak oit!! sikitnye lame menunggu kat situ...dari pukul 9+ sampai kul 12+...aiyooo stress kepale otak dok situ....aiyoo....i saw 1 poster dat stated "saya akan menjimatkan masa bila saya membuat kunjungan ke polyclinic"
Eh alamak bnyak la die nye berjimatkan mase....BUANG MASE ADE LA!!!!tap takpe...da nasib...haha....den i mit nana,my cuzzin kat Dalam MRT last cabin...kalau tak nk kene mit die kat tampinese tapi kan....die pulak yg lambt tapi takpe ade lain cara...haha!! tapi takpe kiter pon da lame tak spent tyme kuar same2...hehe diz is our dayz!!hehe...maklum la semua da busy dengan keje....kite dua ni tak bole berjumpe asal jumpe je nk ketawe...hahaha!! today we spent our day wif laughter,....haha...nk ilang kan stress....ni la cara nye...!!! After we go shopping we go MAKAN!!haha lapar sey....Diz is our lunch!!! my cuzzin had order donno wat noodles i also cant remember...haha!! but i had order biase jgk NASI AYAM!! haha tak tau la nk mkn ape sey....jauh2 mkn nasi ayam...hehe!!! takpe la asal kan kenyangkan perot....hehehe!!..hmmmmm sedappp!!!!

Buruk sey makan....da la tak jempot!!!!hmmmmm sedapnyeeee!!!! sori nan 4 takin diz picture...ahahaha!!

nak makan pon nk kene posing ke?? da la tak jempot!!!!

Den da lunch da jalan2 kat bugis kite balik ke tampinese den Ape lagi p lepak2 la kat MACDONALD!!...haha da penat berjalan kite duduk2 sembang2....buangkan mase....

Ni la my very best cuzzin!!!!NANA!!

Ni la aku!!! hahaha!!

And together here we are!!!!

Diz is our PROMISE!!! as a cuzzin 4 the rest of our life...hahaha!! MP!!!

Ape je ni budak dua ni buat..da takde keje carik la keje.....hehe!!

Haiz.....ni bile mau berhenti CLIk2!!! ni kes da penat senyum....hahaha!!

Its the end of the day.........GOOD NITE EVERYBODY!!! Our day end here.........

hilang dan hancur.!

2008-07-22T20:27:00.004+08:00

Hilang semua janji semua mimpi, mimpi indah
Hancur hati ini melihat semua ini
Lenyap telah lenyap kebahgiaan dihati
Ku hanya bisa menangisi semua ini
Hancur hati ini melihat kau telah pergi
Langit menjadi gelap berkelabu
Menyelimuti hatiku
Mengubah seluruh hidup ku
Mengapa semua jadi begini perpisahan yang terjadi
Diantara kita berdua
Ku akan menanti sebuah keajaiban
Yang membuat kita bisa bersama kembali

New updates!!!

2008-06-25T10:09:00.006+08:00

HEy guys!!! sori 4 the long tyme not updating my blog....haha bz werkin la....no tyme...hehe....keje da mcm org nk carik duit kawin...hahaha tapi tak kawin2 2 lame lagi....hehe...i want 2 continue my further studies la...hehe....hey wait!!! ni i want 2 selit2 la crite sikit...i hav found my cat!!!! DIDI....hahaha tapi die da mengandung ar....while im want 2 update diz blog i received a call from my mum...dat she saw DIDI walk around a tree....when she called DIDI cume 2 her...hahaha!! den we check the trade marks at her tales...ya is she!!!! hahaha!! ni la jantan2 mane ntah da rogol die....kesian....hehehe...tapi kiter terpakse la tanggung....hahaha!!! k la nnt lain kali ley sambong critenye....hahaha....so da lame tak blog..bnyak yg telah ter jadi dlm hidop ni...tapi nnti la aki crite takde tyme la dei...hahaha!!!!

hehe...on 19 jun i do my name at my own helmet!!!hehe wif niza!!.....lawa tak!??

Nk tau NAZ stand 4.....Nurul AZhana...kwang3

on the 15jun, the mawars Junoirs!! balik Kampung!!!!hehehe hurey!!! we hav enjoy our day dere!!!

Thats My new spec dat i bought at joo chiat only 4 100 dolar...cheap kan....hehehe!!! i love it!!!

Mother 's day!!

2008-05-13T11:09:00.009+08:00

On the 11 may 2005....we celebrated MoTHER'S Day at my nenek house...itu la hari yang paling happening!!!...hahaha....family ni mmg happening selalu....haha!!! kecoh!!.... meriah sungguh!!..... kek 2 pon aku ngn mak aku yang buat kan...ade mcm beli tak?? haha!! semuar ckp sedap!!! rugi sape tak makan....haha... Ni la anak lelaki nenek yang paling gah!!

birth in the month of may!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!

Ibu-Ibu semua potong cake!!!

Ni la pakcik aku yang paling heboh!!!haha!! he make the day very kecoh!!! hahaha!!!

At last i mit them...miss them so much....!!! haha Su and Jan!!

Diz mother is very poor thing becoz her daugther n sons lyke 2 bully her.....hehehe!!!

Ouuh noo!!! Wat happen 2 her sey!!!! Lyke kassim selamat....but diz version is marhamah no selamat, she also my makcik yang paling heboh!!.....hehehe!!! its very enjoyarable day!!!!.....

hello!! my bdae gifts!!!!

2008-04-28T18:31:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!! hehe sori da lame tak blog im very the buzy la....keje...haiz penat tau....hehe....nk carik duit nye pasal beb!!...hehe....ni aku nk share ngn korg ape yang aku dapat biler 19 birthday aku...hehe ni la...aku dapat kad besar bunge besar dah dua tahun aku dapt bunge...hahaha takpe2...muke aku muke bunge agaknye...haha...thanxz my dear frenz!!!...and 2 my only brader thankiu so much 4 the HELMET!! i like!!!hehesekuntum bunge dan sebesar card...hahaha!!!...tak nk kalah semuar besau2....haha...tapi semua yang ade kat situ semua kenangan very memoriable....i miss dat tymes haiz....mase begitu pantas berlalu....tup2 semua da berubah...haiz....i luv all of u guyz...thnx so much 4 the careness...hehe...

k lah MaWaR JuNiOR sign out!!!hehe

tatatititutu!!!

my arts!!

2008-04-21T21:58:00.008+08:00

HELLO!!! haha!! sori semuar da lame tak blog..hehe bz sikit la...maklum la keje tkde mase...hehe...2day is my off day...n i spend my day at my cuzzin house...hehe!! 1 hari je off..haiz mcm tak cukup gitu kan....besok da la keje mlm kul 4 sampai kul 1 pagi..haiz so tired lei!!....tapi takpe nk carik rezekinye pasal kan...so 2day i have done a make over 2 my cuzzin...haha...yela aku teringin nk jad make up artis...aku suke make up kan org tapi aku tak tau nk make up muke sendiri...hahaha!!! diz is my work!!! so korg smua jgn tgk je...comment la sikit amacam dgn make up aku?? ade ciri jad make up bridal or make up artis?? hehehe!!! enjoy!!hehe!!

werk!!

2008-04-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today is my first day werking...haiz....so far good la....very tiring...but i have 2 be patience give myself tyme 2 be comfartable wif the situation...hehe bear wif it....this is all just the beginin....but the bez thing is i ca wear many types of branded perfumes....hahaha!!! aku kat sane sentiase WANGI mcm2 bau beb!! sedap...haha!!!...tapi ade sikit confused ar ngn casheir....tapi takpe pelan2.....ni baru first day tak tau untuk hari esok....hehe....k lah aku crite kan sikit2 je...otak blank ar....penat sgt ....hehe lain kali la aku free tyme aku crite lagi k...jgn marah besok aku keje kul 7pagi beb!! haiz......bye2

My sad day........

2008-04-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone.........haiz....2day actually is my birthday...but im not really happy 2day...haiz...i dont noe y i feels diz ways....all becoz of my brader n a camera.....haiz....the camera is part of my life....no camera no mood....if i want 2 use it make sure it will be there....ni takde dari smlm aku carik tapi takde.....ni ar aku benci kasi pinjam barang tak tau nk gunekan betol2.....lau barang org takde....muke die buat muke sardine je.....tapi kalau barang die ilang....nk bisik nk 1 blk tau barang die ilang.....ni la susahnye klau hidop ade abg mcm die....memang aku nk rase kan kasih sayang seorang abg 2 mcm mane....walaupon aku ade abang tapi aku tak pernah dapatkan kasih sayang die.....kadang aku tgk sekeliling aku ade abang aku jeles....abg dorng tak mcm abg aku....abg dorng mesra ngn adek die....ketawe,gurau senda...kadang share problem 2gether..abg dorng amek berat ngn adek die....aku nk rasekan mcm 2 tapi...abg aku lain....kalau ckp asyik nk menengking...ckp ngn aku nk pekek2 mcm aku ni ade kat sebelah blok...pk aku ni pekak kepe.....aku takde tempat nk mengadu...hanye aku pendam kan dalam hati aku..... ckp ngn mak aku pon...my mum will side him....maklum la die je sorng lelaki....ape yang die mintak semua dapat...kuar mlm pon buat bodoh je....memang lah kadang aku mintak mak aku kadang dapat kadang tak dapat...dan aku tau dorg susah....kadang aku nk mintak pape pon tak sampai hati...tapi lau terpakse aku mintak jgk....tapi insyallah kalau aku da keje nnti ape2 pon aku tak nk susah kn my parents lagi...biar lah susah senang aku tanggung sendiri...aku tak nk jad mcm abg aku....ade duit enjoy...da abez mintak mak aku.....haiz...tak tau la ape nk ckp.....kadang aku menangis sendiri....ade kesalahan...salah aku nmpak....salah abg aku tak nmpak.....diri aku ni memang sensitive pasal ni....biler aku pk2 balik....da brape bulan ni aku dok umah hidop aku tertekan....takde sape phm perasaan aku....dan aku syukur la aku da dapt keje....lau tak aku ley stress dok umah....haiz....dade sakit.....ade abg asyik nk mengutok je adek die....tak sakit hati ade abg mcm 2?? aku hanye dapat diam kan diri je pendam perasaan aku dalam2.....aku mmg nk cuba amek hati die amek berat pasal tapi die tengking aku balik ni.....aku ingat lagi dat tyme die accident....aku nmpak kaki die luka2...den aku tanye la kenape? aku expect die nk blang tapi die tengking aku " SEBOK ASAL!!!!".......aku terdiam...aku nk nangis je kat situ tapi aku tahan je..... nasib la ade abg masri die blang segale2nye.....walaupon abg masri dok umah aku sementara tapi aku ade rase jugak kasih sayang seorang abg dari die....walaupon perangai die mcm 2 tapi aku tau die seorang abg yg gerek ar alangkahnye abg aku mcm die....aku tak tau la kenape abg aku mcm 2.....aku tak pernah dapat kasih sayang dari die.....aku teringin nk abg aku 2 rapat ngn aku...die la abg die la kawan....bole share problem aku..... perasaan sedey ni mmg aku da simpan lame...tapi tak tau biler ni semuar akan berubah..... pasal camera lak die yang last pakai tapi die ckp letak kan meja makan tapi aku carik takde.....ade die cakp agaknye kemas2 terbuang ke....eh tak logik ar terbuang....ape camera 2 kecik sgt sampai bole terbuang.....orang giler je p buang camera.....aku STRESSS ngn ni semua.......no wan noe how i feel.........coz im look happi alwayz........tak happy buat je mcm happy....aku boley tipu org tapi aku tak bole tipu diri sendiri......niari pon ade la aku happy sikit...sal kawan2 aku try 2 make me happy.....thanz 2 all my frenz.....tapi ade sedey jgk la sebab 1 kwn aku takde...tak tau ke mane.....haiz.....how i wish 4 of us will be gather again.....haiz.....tapi thnx niza n hanis 4 the present.....hehe.....kenangan bnyak kat dalam.....memories.......actually lepas jpe kawan2 aku...my parents nk belanje aku makan....tapi aku cancel....takde mood ar.....hati sakit ar.....takde mood nk happy ngn dorg....nnti ade je airmate meleleh2.......haiz.....bile problem aku nk abez ni.....haiz.......all my life fills of sadness.......haiz.........k lah guyz....sampai kat sini je la....gambar2 lom upload lagi stay tune stay happy.....hapy birthday 2 me...may my wish will be come tru.......haiz......tatatititutu!!!!!

2008-04-08T19:27:00.007+08:00

HELLO!!!!hehe...zana back!!!hehe....2day i hav a great day...hehe...although a tiring day 4 me but it is fun...hehehe....2day i hav make more new frenz semua nye peramah....all dat i noe they are very frenly...hehe....i hav a great day wif them....2day is my orietation day before i start werk....hehe....i havin fun 2day....the class from 9am to 5pm....long hour hah!....but there are games 2 enjoy ourself n noe each other better.....the very fun part is the last session....same sort like amazing race,like ZOOM hongkong tapi ni ZOOM changi airport!!!hahaha!!!....kite kene carik tempat2 yg telah diberikan pas2 kene amek gambr ramai dalam 1 kumpulan....kalau korang nk tgk juz sroll down je k....2 la tempat yang kite kene carik dan tau so kite senang nk jawab bile ditanye...hehe bez kan tapi malu la...terlari2..hehe.....but we are in team work.....GEREK!!!hehe!!! ni la kenangan dan kenangan ni tak kan aku lupe...hehe!!! Diz is my group member....include me there are 3 malay....but only a guy in my group..he is my group leader....hafiz...we are all in different agency......

kite amek gambr ni ade maknanya.....nnnti bile da keje kat airport tourist tanye kite tak tau ape2 kan malu...hahaha!!!

Tempat texi stand pon nk posing2..hehe!!

haha!! da macam tourist.....haha!!!

haha!!! ni la last pic aku...tak lupe muke aku....da boring....ni actualli kat toilet...hahaha!!!!

Klah sampai disini je la.....will be update again...hehe
tatatititutu!!!!

outing!!!

2008-04-06T22:49:00.007+08:00

HELLO!!! haha!! wei!!! ni aku ade cerita hangat ni...haha tak la hangat sangat....tad aku p bedok interchange ngn mak n adek aku....aku ni nk shopping barang2 keje la beb!! tapi malang nye kan....ternampak la org yang tak pernah aku ingin nk jumpe lagi.....haiz tapi da takdir kan....korang nk tau aku ternampak sape??? ternampak EX aku yang biol 2....si iwan.....haiz btl2 depan mate aku......aku sebenarnye tgh penat jln pon tak larat yelah baru alik pancing kan...tido pon tak cukup....aku ade la tgh khayal2 jln...die, mataer baru die n kwn die...btl2 kat depan mate aku...memang la aku ade terkejot...yo jantung da macam terjatuh naik balik la...tak sangke ley jumpe....tapi aku cool je....buat bodoh...eley tapi die da namapk aku die teros pelok mataer die...pk aku heran kepe tak dapat la tak heran la....aku lagi suke la dei....senang hidop aku.....takde org nk ganggu.....hahaha tapi yg kelakarnye...biler die nampak mak aku kat belakang...hahaha!! muke terkejot seyyyyy....hahaha!!! da malu la 2....sekarang salah sape?? dulu nk step baik depan mak aku.....pi la!!!...tad aku tgk die aiyooo....mcm Ah beng tepi jalan la....nasib baik la aku da brek ngn die....nasib baik aku sedar cepat tipu daya die.....thnx 2 god la.....syukur pade allah!!!!....amin.....tapi hope no second tyme 2 saw HIM!!!..... ok next la buat ape nk pk kan jantan yang penipu ni.....dulu kate sayang la tak ley hidop tanpa aku la n blah blah blah...sekarang sape dapat pengganti baru dulu.....?? dasar penipu kan.....ni la JANTAN sekarang........ k la sakit kepale aku pk kan ni next la....ni aku nk cerita kan early diz morning aku p pancing tau...hehe dengan my family n my aunty family...thnx cik nah 4 the outing....hehe!!....gerek la...ni part aku suke..hehehe k la aku tak nk cerite panjang la...korang scroll down je la n see the pic k...enjoy...hehe....

Sekarang kita dekat BEDOK JETTY!!...maklum la nk p pancing ikan....hehe ni tyme dalam pukul 11malam sori la gambar tak berape clear ey....

haha!! kite ni tgh concentrate tgk mat police officer..haha!!!

YA!!! itu dia semangatnya....hah!! ni la cuzzin aku, faezah....aik kak, tgh masok kan umpan ke..hehe kite ni pancing ade la dapat ikan tapi nk tau ikan ape....eeeee geli aku tak tau ikan ape 2....tapi memang serious geli...kite buang...hahaha!!!

Eh2 tgk tu...orang sebok pancing ni dua beradik makan pas2 tido..hehe takpe2...hah!! ni la mak aku dengan adeknye, cik minah,sori cik nah gambar tak clear...suasana gelap....hehe...thanx cik nah 4 the outing...hehe!

The nite we has spend......haha!! sambil tunggu ikan kite amek la gambar....

Datz all for 2day....hehe....nnti ley sambong cerita lagi...stay toon.....hehe...hope u all enjoy see our "gelagat".....

k la till here da penat la aku nk pi sambong tido....

tatatititutu!!!

I GET A JOB!!!!YEAH!!!!

2008-04-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

HELLo peep!!!!hahaha...sori 4 the late update....hehe buzy beb!!! finding,searching jobs...haiz...very tired u noe......hari-hari beli suratkhabar...tgk surat khabar, tgk net.....p interview sane sini...tak dapat2...kebanyakan kene tunggu call.....kalau tunggu call 2 alamatnye tak dapat la.......haiz.....tapi hari 2 aku p interview kat changi airport keje as sales macam biase jugak.....kat kedai PERFUMES AND COSMETICS.....hmm macam biase jugak kene tunggu call tapi besoknye aku dapat call dari dorg...they ask me 2 come down 4 second interview the next day....wah!!! macam dapat je....erm harap2 dapat la ey...macam ade chance je.....hehe....takpe...try nasib je...so aku p la ngn cuzzin aku "faezah"....hahahahaha!!!! pendek kan cerita....hahahahaha......jap2 ketawe dulu......hahaha!!! AKU DAPAT KEJE!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!! hahaha at last dapat jugak aku keje......bole la aku p sambong lesson aku...hahaha!!! n prepare 2 find and buy my husband....VROOM!!!!!!!haha nanti kalau da pass kan senang tinggal hulur duit je.....haha!!!tapi kan second interview die very the kelakar...nk tau die ckp sal ape??? hahaha kite ketawe dulu...hahaha ade die ckp sal bile flight turun wat tyme....ape flight.....aiyoo aku keje kat cashier ape kene mengene...haha pikir aku ni keje jage kapal terbang...aiyaa...aku rase die tak tau ape nk tanye n ckp bab 2 asal bole je...hahaha tapi syukur alhamdulillah da dapat keje....hehe!!!! diz tuesday on 8april da kene p training die....nnti aku cerita la training die macam mane k.....den the after 1week aru la start keje on the 15april.....hehe.....berdebar2 jugak ni...huh???? asal lame nak start???...ouh sebab dorg perlukan 1week untuk bikin kan aku pass 2 entry kat airport lau tak...tak ley keje kat airport la dei.....hehehe!!!....erm k la 2 be continue k.....jap2....sebelom 2 kan i 2 wish..... Thankiu to all the people that hav help me to fine a job n pray for me....thankiu so much!!! im appreciate it alot, my aunty, my uncle and my cuzzins.....hope diz job is suitable wif me.....

Sekian terima kasih...hehe

interview keje

2008-03-27T21:40:00.012+08:00

Hello guyz!!!hahaha!!! here comes zana want to tell all of u her day today.....haha Diz mornin i hav an interview at simatech...wahlao!! so far sa...haha but i try my luck...i went wif my cuzzin....haha....she also hav an interview there...her interview at 11.....i at 2....haiz...so long 2 wait....aiyaa...but nvm....first tyme went there sesat....haha!! kite da macam orang kampong baru masok bandar....hahaha!!! we donno where to go so we take cab.....heng no peak hour.....my cuzzin paid it $4...hehe.....den she had to rush up 2 catch up the interview.....so im went to the nearest bus stop to wait for her.....i wait.........n wait..........n wait........2 hour i wait for her.....so long ah....haiz....a few min she came down....wah!! she say abt the interview.......makin me more nervous....haiz tapi ape ley buat kite tawakal je la........tup tup is my turns....but actually before i step in to the office i got feeling dat i will not get this job...coz there are finding an accountant and dat i juz noe only a few min before.....and one more thing i dont hav an interest working at indoor like office....stress ar....no fresh air...sit in the office....cannot walk2...macam takde kebebasan....takde pemandangan....den kene pakai formal dress.....some sot lady like....ish!! tak nk la......im interested in outdoor working...wearing uniform....kan macam cool gitu....bebas ley jalan2 tak boring ley tgk gelagat org macam2 ade...hehe!!! kan gerek.....but i inside the meeting room....the person who interview me i an indian man i think he from india...name je ckp english tapi satu ape pon aku tak phm ape die bebual...buat je mcm phm....haha....phm2 je lenggok die mcm mane...haha...so pendek kan cerita die suruh tggu call...ARGH!!!! semuar keje aku carik kene tggu called sooooooo strrreeeesssss!!!!...haiz....mungkin lom ade rezeki lagi....after dat we go MAKAN!!!!! LAPAR SEY!!!! haha.....jalan nye jalan......tup tup da nmpak Amara hotel...actually lau da nmpk Amara hotel tempat 2 da dekat........actually mmg dekat dalam 10 min walk je.....hahaha!!! biase la org kampong....at least we learn sumthing....heh!! so kat situ cume ade fast food je...terpakse la makan BURGER KING!!! hehe... lepas 2 hahaha nk tahu kite buat ape.....maklum la org da stress so nk release stresss.....pegi 1 tempat yang view gerek....ape lagi amek la gambr dan berposing......lau nk tgk p sroll2 down k....den da penat kite pegi la naik MRT.........BALIK!!!HOME SWEET HOME!!!!! So here comes MaWar Production.....loves the view...nice!! Marlina aka Nana,think of wat gerl...yang sudah 2 sudah...i believe the true love will come soon...dont be sad k....lurp u darls.....!!!Zana here!!!

Ni la budak2 takde keje...carik keje tak dapat2...carik la keje giler.....hehe!! She looking at her certificate & i was thinking about my futher.......haiz

Lagu baik nye...khas utk lelaki di luar sane....

2008-03-25T13:59:00.002+08:00

This is the song from me to all Guyz out there!!! Lets hear the BEATS!!

AKU BUKAN BONEKA!!!

nanananana...

nananananana...(4x)

kau pikir aku akan tergoda

saat kau bisikkan kata cinta

kau pikir aku seperti mereka

yang mudah saja berimu semua

aku berbeda aku tak sama

aku bukanlah sebuah boneka

aku berbeda aku tak sama

yang kuinginkan hanyalah cinta

kau pikir aku akan tergoda

saat kau bisikkan kata cinta

kau pikir aku sperti mereka

yang mudah saja berimu semua

aku berbeda aku tak sama

aku bukanlah sebuah boneka

aku berbeda aku tak sama

yang kuinginkan hanyalah cinta

one.. two.. three...ouuww....

nanananana..

.akulah kuncianmu

nanananana...

kupegang rahasiamu

nanananana...

akulah kuncianmu

nanananana...

kupegang kartu matimu

aku bukan boneka...boneka...boneka...

cerita BEST NYE!!!haha!!

2008-03-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

HEY!!! hello2!!haha!! niari aku nk share ngn korg ade cerita baik punye

kalau korg dgr pon boley ketawe hahaha!! ade cerita baik,buruk dan melucukan

hahahahahaha!!! tadi petang aku nk p umah makcik aku kat bedok...sbab aku nk kene temankan mak aku pi sane sebab the good news is!!! kakak sedare aku ade org nak minang!! yeah!! congrate sis!!!hehe... But on my way there ade sesuatu pekara yang tak disangka berlaku.....kite pergi bedok mcm biase naik bas 72 den we drop at hougang community club den kite bole naik 854 or 25 tapi memandangkan 854 datang dulu lagi2 kite da lambt....so naik je la...perjalanan macam biase....tapi da sampai bedok interchange 2 la...ade hal...aiyoo..da sampai interchange tapi si apek bas ni berhenti kat tepi den tak kasi org semua turun....aku pon tak tau ape2 sal aku ni telinga sumbat ear pis so aku pon heran asal eyk?? aku tanye adek aku den adek aku ckp raosak tap tak mungkin la lau rosak mesti la air-con pon tak hidop..aku terdengar makcik ni ckp " eik Mas selamat takde la nk check ape lagi merepek je"....aku p tanye mak aku...mak aku ckp " police nk datang check" punye la terkejot!! ape hal?? terpaksa la tunggu si police lembab ni kat dalam bas aiyaa...baik2 tak hujan jadi hujan lebat....aiyooo!! hampir 30min tunggu....tunggu nye tunggu....datang jgk la si police ni....den si apek bas btl2 berhenti kat tempat path way pedestrian jalan...ape lagi yela manusia kan sebok semua nk tgk...buat malu jek!!...yang si mak aku pulak da takut sebab die bawak ikan...haha!! kancong sey..ade die kol bapak aku ckp takot police suspect ikan curik ke...haha merepek kan...bapak aku lak ckp " kalau police 2 nk ikan...kasi je la"hahaha!! Lepas 2 datang la 2 orang jejaka police....dorg datang jek mintak 1 pakcik ni IC soal siasat die...muke merah kejap.....kesian kan...nk aku describe policemen die...haha!! yang 1 macam beast bebual macam takde gigi tapi tak sempat aku nk tgk name tag die....tapi lagi 1 aku sempat tgk....yang lagi satu 2 muka mcm muka semalam mcm baru bangun tdo....name die Md imran...hahaha!! tak minat aku...den die tanye bas ni dari mane....aku ckp la "dari yishun" tak nk percaye pulak den die p jalan depan tanye apek bas...den yang si beast 2 tanye mak aku kite dari mane....den kite ckp la " dari hougang" aku dengar die ckp kat phone yang...aku suspect penjenayah la naik bas 2 dari yishun tapi die da turun da kat hougang.....lagi 1 bodoh da tau si jahat 2 turun kat hougang asal tak nk lincah2 p check kat hougang at the 1st place....awat lembab nye...da sampai bedok baru nk sebok...jahat 2 pon da lari kot2 da sampai umah da tdo agaknye...hahaha!!! kelakar btl la....da abez semua aku bilang mak aku "selame nurul hidop nk dekat 19 thn tak penah kene tahan kat dalam bas n apek bas tak kasi bukak pintu" hahaha!!! mak aku ckp pulak " ar2 ibu pon selame ibu hidop ni 47 thn pon tak penah mcm ni." hahaha!! nasib baik la takde pape.....tapi la ade happenin lagi bez....hehe!! tapi ngeri jgk la...ni la peristiwa yang aku tak ley lupekan....must REMEMBER!!!haha!! the police officer BEAST n Muke semalam...hehe....tak baik sy dorg hanye menjalan kan tugas.....good job beb!!!tapi lain kali cpt sikit ey.....hahah!!

hmm k la till here je la...aku da penat la nk pi masok tdo...gud nite!!!hehe

LoVinG YoU,

Zana a.k.a MaWaR JuniOR

2008-03-20T13:11:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Everyone!! hahahaha!!

Today kinda boring day 4 me...haiz....dont know wat to do...eeerrrr!!! BORING!!!

nak carik keje tak dapat2 stress sey...nk tunggu ICA..mak oi lagi 3bulan nk kene tunggu result die...lame nye nk tunggu...haiz nk carik keje nk carik keje....nk carik duit nk carik duit...hehe...tapi takpe hidop mesti bersabar...tapi im very kinda happy la....coz our dreams may come tru.....hehe rite NIZA!!!

hahahaha!! lets reach our star!!hehe one more thing datz make me happy sbab janji kite da pon laksanakan...hehe...janji zaman2 secondary school 2006...tapi sekarang jadi kenyataan...thanx NIZA coz waiting 4 me ya!!hehe.....Sayang kau ar beb!!haha!! but u have improve beb!! GO NIZA GO!! GO NIZA GO!!! u can do it... u must have confident..!!!hehe next try u must be OUT ey....haha!! kau tak out aku pukul....haha kiddin....do ur bez!!hehe.... ermmm....im really missed my gerlfrenz....i missed the tyme dat we spend together...outing,spend tyme....haiz...when will dat tyme will come again...semua seakan da berubah....setiap insan di dunia ni pon akan berubah....haiz.... my bdae comin soon...so i wish we will be together lyke last tyme...... and also i wish i will get a job coz i want to buy present 4 myself.... dat stated my name...hehe....itu la yang aku idam2kan.....hehe....hope my wish will come tru....

oklah sampai sini je la...tak tau ape lagi nk ckp...hehe....see u again!!!

LoVinG YoU,

Zana a.k.a MaWar JuniOR

UPDATED!!!

2008-03-16T15:21:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua!!!!
sori la da lame tak updated ni blog....hehe buzy la sgt2..
agak2 da brape bula eyk tak updated...missed me??haha!!
mcm btl je korg missed aku...p la!!
haha!! k lah nk dgr crite aku tak...ar tak payah la...haha
crite aku boring beb!! hehe..k la2..brape2 bulan ni..mcm2 terjadi dlm hidup aku..suke duke semuarnye la ade.... skrg aku nk crite duka aku...
yang pertama: i have done badly in my Olevel...sedey mmg terlalu la sedey...pasal every nite aku overnite utk blajar tap dapat result menghampekan.. diz yr ramai yg dpt result mcm aku...org yg aku pk ley pass same jgk..aku rase diz yr paper very difficult...haiz...so sad!! haiz...
mmg aku harapkan yg terbaik tapi ntah la...da nasib...kadang2 aku menyesal bile masok sec 5...dulu after aku pass Nlevel.. aku bole pilih nk masok sec 5 atau ite..mmg hati aku berkate yg aku tak kan bole buat olevel sebab dat is not my standard....tapi aku tak ikot kate hati...aku juz want 2 take try...n ni pon sebab my parents...so pendek crite aku amek la olevel...tapi aku dapt result yg mengecewa kan dorg jgk...haiz....hmm da la stop it la..tak nk crite sal ni lagi...yg da lepas...lepas je... juz thing forward..aku tak pk kan ni lagi buat patah hati je...haiz...ok la aku nk p carik blog skin yg lawa2 la...nk tukar2 la sikit hehe...
sape2 ley tolong??? hehe!!

k lah nnti aku sambong crite2 menarik n share wif all of u k
stay tune...

loving you,
zana!!

2008-01-12T08:22:00.000+08:00

HEllo!! ppl!!haha!! Good morning!! sori for the late update..hehe..i been buzy nowdays....now is early in the morning at 0825am....i cant wait 4 my parents 2 come back!!!! yeah!!!hahaha!!! 4 a month we been far apart...hahaha!!!i hope they are in good condition...if not i will bring them 2 see the doctor....i reallly miss them...!!! after that i want 2 get their "restu" 2 enrol!!!hehe duit da siap restu je blom...hehhee tak sabar nk bwk motor beb!!! my target diz in 2008 get i my have my own bike...hehe n insyaallah after that settle i will take the car liecence that my mum harapkan...i more thing i want 2 share 2 all of u....im feel sori 2 so called my "fren" although i juz noe him n met him twice....but now im feel sad 4 permegian dia bciz of accident..semoga allah mencucuri rahmatnya....i noe the new from my sister....bcaz he is my sis fren....aku ucapkan salam takziah untuk keluarganye....ini la hidup...yg hidup akan menemui mati jagak satu hari nnt....erm k la guyz!! till here la...aku pon da penat nk bebual panjang....nk p mandi nk siap2 nk amek parents aku!!!hehe tak sabar ni!!! k lah nk p mandi...bye2!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LoVinG YoU!!!!!
ZAna!!!!

2007-12-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

Semasa ibu bapaku tiada di singapura..perjalanan hidup ku berjalan seperti biase...memang perasaan sunyi tu memang ade tapi tak la sunyi sgt sebab makcik2,pakcik2,sedare2 semuanye tetap disamping kami 3beradik...tapi hari yang menyedihkan bile hari raya haji tiba...itula pertama kali aku sambut dgn ketiadaan org yg paling penting dlm hidupku ialah ibu bapaku...terpakse lah sambut berjauhan dgn mereka...tapi aku bersyukur aku masih ade makcik2 pakcik2 dan sedare2ku yg tetap care abt us...thnxz 2 all of u...!! aku tau ibu bapa ku di tanah suci mereka ingin berjuang demi agama...moga mereka kembali dgn selamat dan pulang dgn haji yang makbur...tak sabar rasanya menantikan hari kepulangan mereka...rindu banget ni!!!hehe...aku rindu masak kan ibuku...haiz selama 30hari aku masak sendiri...nasib baik lah bile ibuku masak aku tgk2 bahan2 ape yang die letak....so dari situ aku perahkan otak untuk ingat kembali ape yang ibu ku pernah mengajar....hehe....ni lah last min learning..hehe ni part la dan kelam kabut...yelah kalau lah tak masak nk makan ape kan...tak kan nk beli selama 30hari...bankrupt aku....ibu aku hanye tinggal kan duit 240 dolar...tu duit belanje adek aku skolah n duit abg aku biler die terdesak...skrg ni tgl 60 ketol 2 aku mesti save2 sikit samapi lah on the 5thjan2008 gaji masok beb!!haha tak sabar aku nk SHOPPING!!!!hahaha..tapi keje mcm nk mati gaji sikit biler da kene potong CPF....aku dgr2 CPF potong 25%... EEEEEERRRRRR!!!!!GERAM NYE!!! aku ade la hapi2 biler da kire2 gaji sekali baru aku ingat kene potong CPF lagi...alamak leceh la!!menyusah kan la...!!! haiz sedih sey........diz monday aku nk p interview kat sport shop yg paling famous...harap2 dapat la....amin....!!aku nk sgt keje 2.....hehe...doa2 kan aku ey supaya aku dapat...hehe!!

k lah aku pon da penat ni...nnti kalau aku ade mase aku update lagi k...2 b continue...stay smile....!!!hehe

LoVinG YoU!!!
ZaNa

Saat-saat yang akan ditinggalkan...:(

2007-12-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

Today my parents will leave me n my sibling...they will go to the haj later...this is my first tyme i will be far away with my parents for the long period...i will missed them for 30 dayz....nnti hari raye akan datang...aku sambut dgn abg aku da adek aku je...haiz so sad....

2007-12-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

Helo!! guyz!!! im sori 4 not updating my blog...bcoz im buzy nowdays...buzy werking n no tyme to online...hehe sori ya...i have many story 2 share wif all of u...hehe...sad story n happy story....hehe....but i dont noe wat 2 say...kwang3....hehe...

firstly,i got to noe want guy...he is a policeman, but he only a NSman...haha!!i like 2 talk wif him...but now only sometyme we talk on the phone....coz i buzy wif my werk n he too...i misssed him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

secondly, yesterday got a new staff...hehe he so handsome n cute...i admire him lei...haha...he shake hand wif me lei...so touch lei....haha...but he from philipine...the funny thing dat he thought im from philipine too....Eh sori ey my face like philipin gerl??aiyooo!!!poor thing....he say to my fren dat he want philipine gerl only...aiyaa....melepas aku...!! tau aku ckp aku ni pon dari philipine...so handsome....!!!!!!btw on the top of diz dat is my new look...is dat like philipine gerl?????u guyz comment plz....aiyaa...!!

Kenangan beraya bersama

2007-11-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

061107...our memories together after all we suffer from Olevel exam n now we free from all the skool stuff

diz is called Hougang spirit!!!yeah!!! we always together...hope we will still together in the future....diz memories i will remember alwayz....

LoVing YoU,

ZANA!!!

Ciptaan ku...

2007-10-27T02:40:00.000+08:00

Hidupku kian menyepi
Tiada berteman hanya sunyi
Diri ini bagaikan perhentian
Engkau datang dan pergi
Mengikut masa yang berganti

Cahayalah hidup ini akan bersinar
dengan kehadiranmu
Sedihlah hati ini setelah kau pergi
bersama insan lain...
Tangisanku tidak kembalikan
kau disisi ini

Jika kau rasa gembira
Aku rasa pilu
Jika kau bahagia bersamanya
Aku sengsara seorangan

Walaupun terguris
Aku tetap menyayangimu
Walaupun kecewa
Aku akan tetap mencintaimu
hingga ke akhirnya......

LoVing YoU
....Zana...

The Second Day of raye!!!

2007-10-22T21:59:00.001+08:00

The most happening

day!!YEAH!!...jln raye bersame...The BIG FAMILY OF THE DAY!!!

Two Lorries & 4 cars...

how big it is my family..

Kenangan yg terindah!!You can see the siow-siow people take the shots....haha including me!!! u can see my first pix i surrounded by the three man in black....hehe!! there also have a pix of the three ladies advertising new "mama" shampoo...haha!!!n u can see more..haha!! see only ey but dont ever laugh...hahahaha!!!

The First Day of Raye!!!

2007-10-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

this is our first day of raye...there happiness n happening...im happy that we had gather together...ini lah kenangan yg terindah...hope diz will never the end....

LoVing You,

Zanaprikatrio!!

The day of raye!!

2007-10-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

Wah!!! diz year of raya is the most happening!! im happy that all of us had gather together to celebrate the new year...hehe...the memories of diz raye will not be the end....along of our happiness there are sadness..i also feels lost...i still remember my late grandfather dat juz leave us....

luahan hati ini

2007-10-11T04:56:00.000+08:00

Sedih hati ini bile melihat org disekelilingku bahagia disamping org yg tersayang....seperti kakak ku dan adek2 sedare ku sudah ade pasangan masing2...tapi aku??aku cemburu dgn kebahagiaan dorg...bilakah dapat aku nikmati semua itu?? hari raye semua sebok carik baju sedondon tap aku?? hanya buat hal aku sendiri? sedey hati ini melihat nasibku ini...tapi mungkin belom mase nye lagi...tapi sampai bila harus ku tunggu?hidupku ini hanya penuh dgn kekecewaan...bilakah ini semua akan selesai??....haiz

My day today...!!

2007-09-28T12:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz..2day so boring...i dont noe wat 2 do...aiyaa...diz whole week i did not come 2 skool..hehe.."holiday tyme"...go 2 skool also so boring!!..today also om going 2 my grandmother house sleep there tll sunday..hehe...den tomorrow go geylang..yeah!! can "cuci mate"haha!! ok la i donno wat 2 write see ya next tyme la...

LoVing YoU,
Zana!!

My lost..

2007-09-24T14:55:00.000+08:00

haiz..i still feel lost...i had lost my only grandfather...i love him very much..bile die baru2 masok hospital..aku selalu dtg melawatnya...aku tak sampai hati tgk die derita kesakitan...walaupun die susah nk makan ubat..tapi aku paham sgt kenape die degil sampai buat org2 sekelilingnya mara dan tak sanggup lagi nk jage die...aku paham kenape di buat mcm 2...sakit die yg rase...org lain tak merasenye ...aku kesian tgk die...aku selalu berdoa utk die kalau tuhan ingin die kembali biarlah die meninggalkan kita di dunia ini dgn tenang....aku masih ingat lagi bile diebaru2 masok hospital die tanye aku...skolah menengah brape...tapi perkataan yg keluar dari mulut die yg membuat hati aku menangis...die ckp "atok doa kan kau pass exam, tapi atok nasihatkan lau da senang esok jgn pernah sombong ngn org biar org buat kite jgn kite buat org...kiter mesti sabar"...kata2 itu aku masih simpan didalam jiwa ini...dan aku tak kan pernah lupe dgn nasihat atok yg terakhir.....yang paling aku sedey bile atok terpakse dimasok kan ke hospital buat kedua kali sbab die da btl2 uzur..die semakin kurus...1 hari 2 aku dan abang aku pegi jage die kat hospital,,,aku berkorban tidak pegi ke skolah...itu lah kali terakhir aku menjaganya...die di hospital tak lame dan die dibenarkan pulang...tapi semakin hari die tak makan dan suare die pon da hilang...die menghembuskan nafas terakhir pada 20/9/07 pada pukul 1.45pagi...sebelom die pegi...malam 2 dia ade beritahu yg besok die nk balik...bile aku teringat kembali saat2 aku bersama die dan saat terakhir...2 la membuat aku sedey...hari raye ini tak semeriah dulu..slalunye klau atok ade raye mesti die masak satay dan nasi berani tapi tahun ni semuanye hilang....tuhan lebih menyayanginya.."atok selamat jalan tok,nurul akan sentiasa doakan atok...dan sentiasa mengingati atok...moga atok tenang disana...dan di tempatkan di tempat2 org yg beriman...amin"

LoVing YoU,
zana

the opening

2007-09-23T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hello!! Welcome 2 my blog..hehehe...firstly i want 2 thank my frenz,hanis for helping me 2 create my blog...thnx gerl...lurp u!!haha!! so i hope u all out there will be happy n enjoy with all my stories life ya...but once u all enter diz blog dont run alway from tags ya..haha!!!..k la if u all wan 2 noe me well...read me up...and all my happy,sad,memories stories i promise i will share with u all ya...hehe...wait 4 my upcoming stories...Peace out!

LoVing YoU
Zana!!